Jeff,
If you are here and actually posting, which you are, It's time. You have already made the decision. You just need a shove in the right direction. I was in your same situation seven days ago. I just went ahead and jumped in.
NOW. TAKE THE SHIT OUT OF YOUR MOUTH AND THROW AWAY ALL OF YOUR STASH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then come back in here, note the date and time and sign in at roll call.
Welcome!