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Re: day 18
« Reply #34 on: April 11, 2016, 06:48:00 PM »
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Quote from: TEAMKEOKI,Oct
Some asshole reminded me that I should have been quit 1 year today. Only one person to blame for that....myself. I craved and caved twice on this site. Why you ask???? Because I didn't use what was offered on KTC. I had all the support I needed to remain quit. I did not use it.

Don't be me!!!!

I am now on day 91. I am proud of my 91 days quit. Longest I have ever been since picking up a can. All I can say is use what this site has to offer. Read all you can daily. Look at the cancer pics everyday. Use the live chat. I now know how much of an addict I actually am.

stay quit,

TK
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I was that asshole, remember it well. How bad I felt for him, how much I wanted to help him, and how much pain i felt when he threw away 18 years of friendship. Because he believed something that was never true, at least not with me.

Now I sit here posting a day 9. I wont be TeamKeoki and his repeating caves. I still love him like a brother and I still pray for him and his family. I also pray for his health.

Spoiler:

His avatar which is not showing now, was something he found on the internet. so far I am the only one that has used real tits (that i know of)

Day 9 - I quit with all of KTC, especially Jan 11, July 16 and all the special folk I have met in others. I tripped, but I am back up in the saddled. QFL

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Re: day 18
« Reply #33 on: October 08, 2012, 06:00:00 AM »
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Happy 100 days if you're still quit.

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The only thing he's owned is turning his back on his quit and his group. What is this the third or fourth time? Don't bother, your words mean nothing and your character is hollow.
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Re: day 18
« Reply #32 on: October 08, 2012, 12:18:00 AM »
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Happy 100 days if you're still quit.

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Re: day 18
« Reply #31 on: October 07, 2012, 10:54:00 AM »
Happy 100 days if you're still quit.

Way to own this again, and yes. I'm still here.
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In the end I Surrender, I and I alone accept that I have and always will have a Nicotene ADDICTION. It is my choice to quit, but I can't do it alone. I get to go down this path one time, I want to do it right. I recognize that my word, my integrety to you is on the line and is only as good as my actions. Caving is not an option in this plan-Eafman 7/11

I am not cured. I will quit one day at a time. I will continue to do what works. Posting roll everyday. To do otherwise would be foolish on my part. You can do this-Ready 12/11

To overcome your addiction you must comprehend what it means to fail-Razd 3/12

Theres a lot of people that come here, especially vets, that WANT to be reminded that they are addicts.-Tarpon 6/12

Just as a building starts with architectural drawings. Your daily quit begins with a promise.-Scowick 2/13

Here and now, focused on today, minute by minute, whatever it takes, I promise to all my bros and myself not to become a negative stat and stay quit!-krok 1/15

I want everyone to be quit. Even the assholes.-Probe1957 1/18

Ignoring history or erasing history fixes nothing and leads you inevitably down the same path.-69franx 04/30/2021

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Re: day 18
« Reply #30 on: July 08, 2012, 01:28:00 AM »
Don't mean to add on, but found this when I went to post in Feb'11 on the first page...

TEAMKEOKI- 21- this site really helps you get through the tough times. stay strong!!!

So TK, when do we know for sure the 'tough times' stop? Because obiviously you think you know if you've left this site mulitple times...
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Re: day 18
« Reply #29 on: June 30, 2012, 03:32:00 PM »
Quote from: TEAMKEOKI
Some asshole reminded me that I should have been quit 1 year today. Only one person to blame for that....myself. I craved and caved twice on this site. Why you ask???? Because I didn't use what was offered on KTC. I had all the support I needed to remain quit. I did not use it.

Don't be me!!!!

I am now on day 91. I am proud of my 91 days quit. Longest I have ever been since picking up a can. All I can say is use what this site has to offer. Read all you can daily. Look at the cancer pics everyday. Use the live chat. I now know how much of an addict I actually am.

stay quit,

TK
I think this is my favorite post of yours. Remember all the times on chat? With American Nurse no less.

Disgusting.
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Re: day 18
« Reply #28 on: June 29, 2012, 02:21:00 AM »
Go to lite, you've proven you don't belong here. You've shit on enough real quitters, try something else.
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Re: day 18
« Reply #27 on: June 29, 2012, 12:27:00 AM »
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Artist in the Ambulance
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Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel
My world goes black before I feel an angel lift me up
And I open bloodshot eyes into fluorescent white
They flip the siren, hit the lights, close the doors and I am gone

Now I lay here owing my life to a stranger
And I realize that empty words are not enough
I'm left here with the question of just
What have I to show except the promises I never kept?
I lie here shaking on this bed, under the weight of my regrets

[Chorus:]
I hope that I will never let you down
I know that this can be more than just flashing lights and sound

Look around and you'll see that at times it feels like no one really cares
It gets me down but I'm still gonna try to do what's right, I know that there's
A difference between sleight of hand, and giving everything you have
There's a line drawn in the sand, I'm working up the will to cross it and

[Chorus]

Rhetoric can't raise the dead
I'm sick of always talking when there's no change
Rhetoric can't raise the dead
I'm sick of empty words, let's lead and not follow

Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel
My world goes black before I feel an angel steal me from the
Greedy jaws of death and chance, and pull me in with steady hands
They've given me a second chance, the artist in the ambulance
I've seen alot of shit in my life...but this is by far they gheyest
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Re: day 18
« Reply #26 on: June 29, 2012, 12:21:00 AM »
Artist in the Ambulance
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Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel
My world goes black before I feel an angel lift me up
And I open bloodshot eyes into fluorescent white
They flip the siren, hit the lights, close the doors and I am gone

Now I lay here owing my life to a stranger
And I realize that empty words are not enough
I'm left here with the question of just
What have I to show except the promises I never kept?
I lie here shaking on this bed, under the weight of my regrets

[Chorus:]
I hope that I will never let you down
I know that this can be more than just flashing lights and sound

Look around and you'll see that at times it feels like no one really cares
It gets me down but I'm still gonna try to do what's right, I know that there's
A difference between sleight of hand, and giving everything you have
There's a line drawn in the sand, I'm working up the will to cross it and

[Chorus]

Rhetoric can't raise the dead
I'm sick of always talking when there's no change
Rhetoric can't raise the dead
I'm sick of empty words, let's lead and not follow

Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel
My world goes black before I feel an angel steal me from the
Greedy jaws of death and chance, and pull me in with steady hands
They've given me a second chance, the artist in the ambulance
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In the end I Surrender, I and I alone accept that I have and always will have a Nicotene ADDICTION. It is my choice to quit, but I can't do it alone. I get to go down this path one time, I want to do it right. I recognize that my word, my integrety to you is on the line and is only as good as my actions. Caving is not an option in this plan-Eafman 7/11

I am not cured. I will quit one day at a time. I will continue to do what works. Posting roll everyday. To do otherwise would be foolish on my part. You can do this-Ready 12/11

To overcome your addiction you must comprehend what it means to fail-Razd 3/12

Theres a lot of people that come here, especially vets, that WANT to be reminded that they are addicts.-Tarpon 6/12

Just as a building starts with architectural drawings. Your daily quit begins with a promise.-Scowick 2/13

Here and now, focused on today, minute by minute, whatever it takes, I promise to all my bros and myself not to become a negative stat and stay quit!-krok 1/15

I want everyone to be quit. Even the assholes.-Probe1957 1/18

Ignoring history or erasing history fixes nothing and leads you inevitably down the same path.-69franx 04/30/2021

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Re: day 18
« Reply #25 on: June 28, 2012, 10:28:00 PM »
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Quote from: TEAMKEOKI
Some asshole reminded me that I should have been quit 1 year today.  Only one person to blame for that....myself.  I craved and caved twice on this site.  Why you ask????  Because I didn't use what was offered on KTC.  I had all the support I needed to remain quit.  I did not use it.

Don't be me!!!!

I am now on day 91.  I am proud of my 91 days quit.  Longest I have ever been since picking up a can.  All I can say is use what this site has to offer.  Read all you can daily.  Look at the cancer pics everyday. Use the live chat.  I now know how much of an addict I actually am.

stay quit,

TK
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TK,
You need to figure out what you want from this place. You keep coming back wanting help, but you choose to leave what is working only to come back and repeat the same old shit. The definition of insantiy is doing the same thing and expecting a different result. I would call this cycle insanity.

I really hope you figure out what you are doing and beat this shit but you have to know your word means NADA right now.
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Re: day 18
« Reply #24 on: June 28, 2012, 10:23:00 PM »
Quote from: TEAMKEOKI
Some asshole reminded me that I should have been quit 1 year today. Only one person to blame for that....myself. I craved and caved twice on this site. Why you ask???? Because I didn't use what was offered on KTC. I had all the support I needed to remain quit. I did not use it.

Don't be me!!!!

I am now on day 91. I am proud of my 91 days quit. Longest I have ever been since picking up a can. All I can say is use what this site has to offer. Read all you can daily. Look at the cancer pics everyday. Use the live chat. I now know how much of an addict I actually am.

stay quit,

TK
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Re: day 18
« Reply #23 on: January 18, 2012, 08:28:00 AM »
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TK = lurker
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Come on back TK...you know the drill... 'archer'
Team please come back. I could pretend to care about you, but in fact I just miss your avatar (and really fucking hate murdering tabacco companies)
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Re: day 18
« Reply #22 on: January 18, 2012, 08:17:00 AM »
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TK = lurker
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Come on back TK...you know the drill... 'archer'
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Re: day 18
« Reply #21 on: January 17, 2012, 08:28:00 PM »
TK = lurker
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Re: day 18
« Reply #20 on: January 07, 2012, 10:19:00 AM »
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I now know how much of an addict I actually am.
And knowing is half the battle...

T....k...doosh
This guy a multiple choker?
Kill the headlights and put it in neutral
Stock car flamin' with a loser in the cruise control
Beautiful sco. Just beautiful.
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