Jake,
On the eve of my 200th day quit I read your post and am reminded of my first week as a Quit man. If I have any advice for you it is this.
You have to make your Quit the #1 priority in your life right now.
That means, quite simply, that you would rather lose your girl, lose your job, lose your mind before you put that shit in your lip again. Now, I'm not saying you should go disrespect your woman and quit your job.
Now in order to make this happen you've got to have a solid quit plan. Only you can decide what your plan is but it better include posting roll each and every day.
Congrats on your decision and stay stong
CC