Hi guys and gals!
My name is Joe and iv'e been a dipper since I started playing baseball for big travel organizations at age 14. Just the make the next few sentenced clear I'm not blaming anyone else for my addiction, because it is my decision every time I put a dip in my mouth, but I just want to tell my story.
It all started when I had an overnight flight to Georgia for a tournament and had to pitch two hours after getting off my fliht. My coach saw I was dead tired and had me throw one in. I felt like I could do anything with that buzz going in my head, and dip soon became something I would do to perform at inopportune times. Since then iv'e been hooked for the past four years. My family didnt think anything of it, they all dip. But this past year my grandpa died of cancer and I want to make a change in my life. I dont want to go the same way.
I tries to quit last month, made it two weeks, but have relapsed. I found this site today and I figure right now is as good a time as any to try again. Any tips on gritting through the withdrawal would be very helpful. I feel as if I am more addicted to the actual act of dipping than the nic itself, so anything on that would be amazing.
Proud to say that Today will be the day I go from a can a day to clean.
Thanks for any words of wisdom yall have and God bless!
-Joe