I sure don't miss day, 1,2,3,4,5 but it gets better the longer you make it. Don't ever believe the lie that a chew will EVER help make anything better either. The lie part is you will have to go through this all over again and realize yourself as weaker from it because she owns you. Remember it and use it to keep you quit for today. Read or post up when you are hurting. Post roll every day.
I quit with you today if you can quit nic a day at a time starting now. Sounds like you are ready, now just do it.