Hello all,
My name is Devin. I have decided its time for me to kick the habit. I used to think I enjoyed dipping, but now i find that i just do it out of habit and not for any pleasure. I am 45 years old and have either dipped Kodiak or Cope packets for the last 23 years.
I have wuit cold turkey twice before. The first was after two years of dipping. I still kick myself in the ass for ever starting again after being almost 18 months without. The second time was about 10 years ago. I quit again cold turkey for 8 months. i got back in when i was bored.
if i look at the odds, they are against me, but i really dont care about the odds. i am tired and noticing things like acid reflux, and i think its from gutting and not spitting all the time.
i blame no one but myself for my habit. but i feel it is now time to take charge of my life.
i look forward to joining others in this commongoal and if anyways i can support them and they in turn support me it would be greatly appreciated.