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Offline Dawgs

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Re: Day 2
« Reply #5 on: May 15, 2019, 08:30:20 AM »
I apologize to the community for bailing last time. I need to take 100% responsibility in my life and I will not blame anything or anyone for picking up a can again but myself. I am now working on better coping strategies. I will get numbers and text when I have a craving. I hope to earn everyone’s forgiveness and trust back here.

I am just tired of chewing. I unfortunately exchanged the Cope for that new ZYN stuff. Wayyyy too much nicotine. It was just too easy. Big Tobacco is getting smarter so I need to as well and quit this stuff today.

It’s Day 1. Having trouble with headaches and sleep already. Pushing through. Kinda want those coffee grinds pouches but it’s 2am ha. Tylenol and affirmations will have to do.
Risen-All of us are fighting through the same stuff right now. It doesn’t matter if it’s day 1, day 100 or day 1,000. Everyday is a new day, with a new promise. It’s easy for me to welcome you back cause we aren’t in the same group. However...just remember that you are part of a team that is trying to fight for the same goal. You HAVE to reach out in times of weakness. You HAVE to admit that you are an addict and you are weak right now. It isn’t about being “manly”. Manly is admitting that you need this help. Make sure you put pride aside and do what you have to to get through this. Spend as much time on this site as you can...get and give digits!!!! It weird, yes. It’s uncomfortable, yes. But it works!!!! Hang tough. Don’t go off course.

Offline Rick Jr

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Re: Day 2
« Reply #4 on: May 12, 2019, 08:32:40 AM »
Ryan,

Welcome Back man, As you know this shit is not easy to Kick, Like you I'm an addict in everything I do, Whatever I set my mind to I go 110%. You got this though. Push through the suck, use the digits you get, stay active on the boards and drink all the "Kool Aid" this site gives you. I get it you caved, but you Manned up and came back. Become a Leader in August and show these guys you have what it takes this time. If you need digits, mine are a PM away!

Rick Jr 110 Quits, I quit with you today!

Offline Risen2811!

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Re: Day 2
« Reply #3 on: May 12, 2019, 05:20:20 AM »
I apologize to the community for bailing last time. I need to take 100% responsibility in my life and I will not blame anything or anyone for picking up a can again but myself. I am now working on better coping strategies. I will get numbers and text when I have a craving. I hope to earn everyone’s forgiveness and trust back here.

I am just tired of chewing. I unfortunately exchanged the Cope for that new ZYN stuff. Wayyyy too much nicotine. It was just too easy. Big Tobacco is getting smarter so I need to as well and quit this stuff today.

It’s Day 1. Having trouble with headaches and sleep already. Pushing through. Kinda want those coffee grinds pouches but it’s 2am ha. Tylenol and affirmations will have to do.

Offline Leadman

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Re: Day 2
« Reply #2 on: October 17, 2018, 02:57:36 PM »
My name is Ryan. I have been dipping for twelve years now. That is so sickening for me to say. I realize that dipping is an addiction that has been controlling my life in all areas. I always try and hide it from my gfs. I have to power dip through movies and tv. It was the next thing after coffee and after meals. It is day 2 and I am noticing a huge emotional difference. I think because this substance has been in my life through all the hard times and good times that it was a crutch. It was always there. It was like how alcohol and drugs were for me. A method of escape. I quit the drugs and alcohol so this is the last bad thing in my life to get rid of. I am an addict who is controlled by nicotine. It is time to stop. Thanks for reading and I can't wait to rack up the coins for days without nicotine after Day 100. Keep it going!

Right there with you brother, quitin with you today.

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Day 2
« on: October 17, 2018, 01:53:06 PM »
My name is Ryan. I have been dipping for twelve years now. That is so sickening for me to say. I realize that dipping is an addiction that has been controlling my life in all areas. I always try and hide it from my gfs. I have to power dip through movies and tv. It was the next thing after coffee and after meals. It is day 2 and I am noticing a huge emotional difference. I think because this substance has been in my life through all the hard times and good times that it was a crutch. It was always there. It was like how alcohol and drugs were for me. A method of escape. I quit the drugs and alcohol so this is the last bad thing in my life to get rid of. I am an addict who is controlled by nicotine. It is time to stop. Thanks for reading and I can't wait to rack up the coins for days without nicotine after Day 100. Keep it going!