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Offline kb81

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Re: i need help with this quiting thing
« Reply #31 on: June 01, 2010, 11:53:00 AM »
Oh, and Greg, I wanted to point something out. A HUGE trigger for me is the baseball field. I played high level ball and do not play anymore; however, being at Safeco Field watching the Twins play the Mariners last night was rough. The National Anthem was being played last night and what do I see??? I see a line-up full of Mariners with tins in their back pockets. I see our catcher w/ a tin in his pocket, spitting a huge stream of brown juice on the grass/dirt before he enters the dugout (yes, we have killer seats to be able to see such detail). Last night, yes LAST NIGHT, at the field, my mouth began to salivate and I began to wonder how nice it would be to have "just one" more dip. Just one and that would be it. I reached into my pocket and pulled out my can of Hooch Classic and filled my lip. I began to think about how much I would have let myself down, let you guys down, let my family down, let my doctor down, let my dentist down, etc. That was a huge trigger for me and I pulled through just fine. You can do the same, but you don't give a shit. To have posted 90+ posts and then claim a "day-1" is ridiculous. Once again, welcome back but be serious this time...please.

EDIT: I WANTED TO POINT OUT I DIDN'T EVEN COME CLOSE TO CAVING LAST NIGHT, BECAUSE CAVING IS NOT AN OPTION. I WANTED TO POINT OUT WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE WHEN YOU THINK HOW NICE ONE MORE DIP WOULD BE. JUST BEAR IN MIND; HOWEVER, THAT "ONE MORE DIP" COULD BE THE DIP THAT TAKES YOUR LIFE.
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Re: i need help with this quiting thing
« Reply #30 on: June 01, 2010, 11:51:00 AM »
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Hey guys again.

i've been a bitch and caved a while ago. Been struggling and been wondering why and its because I stopped using all of the tools on this website. Last time i was here, I posted but didnt use any ones phone number or the little paper you put in your wallet. If anybody is willing, I'd like some numbers for this journey I am about to begin again. I was being such a bitch I was about to make another account instead of facing everybody, but this is the only way. Just threw away a full tin and am going to start posting.

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There is no excuse. NONE! Repeat after me, "I am a vagina and I had no backbone. There was no reason to cave, but I decided a substance in a can had more of a backbone than I did." Seriously, Greg, I'm glad to have you back, but this pisses me off and it should piss us all off. How dare you to spit in our faces and tell us to efff-off?? You know, this is a tough journey and a journey that needs to be started for the willing and the strong. If you cannot get it together, then don't even bother. I'm sorry to be so blunt, but damnit, this is serious business. Either be serious or get out. Plain and damn simple! Get your act together and be part of this team or pack up and be ready to say good-bye to your loved ones when this substance takes your life. What's it going to be? I want an answer.
Obviously, he couldn't do without the taste of shit in his mouth.

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Re: i need help with this quiting thing
« Reply #29 on: June 01, 2010, 11:48:00 AM »
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Hey guys again.

i've been a bitch and caved a while ago. Been struggling and been wondering why and its because I stopped using all of the tools on this website. Last time i was here, I posted but didnt use any ones phone number or the little paper you put in your wallet. If anybody is willing, I'd like some numbers for this journey I am about to begin again. I was being such a bitch I was about to make another account instead of facing everybody, but this is the only way. Just threw away a full tin and am going to start posting.

greg
There is no excuse. NONE! Repeat after me, "I am a vagina and I had no backbone. There was no reason to cave, but I decided a substance in a can had more of a backbone than I did." Seriously, Greg, I'm glad to have you back, but this pisses me off and it should piss us all off. How dare you to spit in our faces and tell us to efff-off?? You know, this is a tough journey and a journey that needs to be started for the willing and the strong. If you cannot get it together, then don't even bother. I'm sorry to be so blunt, but damnit, this is serious business. Either be serious or get out. Plain and damn simple! Get your act together and be part of this team or pack up and be ready to say good-bye to your loved ones when this substance takes your life. What's it going to be? I want an answer.
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Re: i need help with this quiting thing
« Reply #28 on: June 01, 2010, 11:44:00 AM »
That peach skoal is a motherfucker.

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Re: i need help with this quiting thing
« Reply #27 on: June 01, 2010, 11:35:00 AM »
Hey guys again.

i've been a bitch and caved a while ago. Been struggling and been wondering why and its because I stopped using all of the tools on this website. Last time i was here, I posted but didnt use any ones phone number or the little paper you put in your wallet. If anybody is willing, I'd like some numbers for this journey I am about to begin again. I was being such a bitch I was about to make another account instead of facing everybody, but this is the only way. Just threw away a full tin and am going to start posting.

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Re: i need help with this quiting thing
« Reply #26 on: January 31, 2010, 01:45:00 AM »
Well look at the big quit on Gregggg!

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Re: i need help with this quiting thing
« Reply #25 on: January 26, 2010, 11:23:00 PM »
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Guess it was just to "tough" for him.
nah cubs its not too tough for me. I got this. Its time to man up and do what needs to be done. Tomorrow I will post a roll and start the journey.
i found this site and they convinced me to pull of the patch i had on. been clean since. Do not try, do!
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Re: i need help with this quiting thing
« Reply #24 on: January 26, 2010, 09:25:00 PM »
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Guess it was just to "tough" for him.
nah cubs its not too tough for me. I got this. Its time to man up and do what needs to be done. Tomorrow I will post a roll and start the journey.
Get it done, honor your word, and fight with all your might and you will have my support.
IT GETS EASIER!!

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Re: i need help with this quiting thing
« Reply #23 on: January 26, 2010, 08:50:00 PM »
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Guess it was just to "tough" for him.
nah cubs its not too tough for me. I got this. Its time to man up and do what needs to be done. Tomorrow I will post a roll and start the journey.
And the bullshit continues.....

$20 bucks says you wrote that with a chew in your lip.

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Re: i need help with this quiting thing
« Reply #22 on: January 26, 2010, 08:34:00 PM »
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Guess it was just to "tough" for him.
nah cubs its not too tough for me. I got this. Its time to man up and do what needs to be done. Tomorrow I will post a roll and start the journey.
All I know is, the world doesn't revolve around me.

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Re: i need help with this quiting thing
« Reply #21 on: January 26, 2010, 06:36:00 PM »
Guess it was just to "tough" for him.
IT GETS EASIER!!

"Nicotine is not a crutch, it's a limp. Accountability is a crutch. Use it to get stronger." - ninereasons March 2, 2011

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Re: i need help with this quiting thing
« Reply #20 on: January 26, 2010, 09:44:00 AM »
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You are not special, but you are, however, a pussy. Grow the fuck up.
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Re: i need help with this quiting thing
« Reply #19 on: January 26, 2010, 08:44:00 AM »
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You are not special, but you are, however, a pussy.  Grow the fuck up.
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Re: i need help with this quiting thing
« Reply #18 on: January 25, 2010, 09:43:00 PM »
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alright guys...see my problem right now is you all just jumped down my throat acting like you know me. that right there makes this website look like shit, beating me down cause i relapsed. I get your tactic though. The truth is dip isnt the only think i'm addicted to. I was into drugs for a while then turned into an alcoholic for years. I've been through a couple programs for those addictions. I've been clean and sober for almost 4 months now. When i stopped doing those things I began to dip pretty much all day. And now that I'm trying to quit that its the hardest fucking thing to do. Every time i go without dipping for a couple days I start to get more temptations to drink or drug and I cant go down that road again. Maybe I need to get farther into my recovery with the alcohol and such..who knows. I'll keep trying. You can say I need bigger balls or whatever you wanna say, but you guys dont know shit about what i'm going through. Later fuckers
greggg

I am one of those guys who gets addicted to everything I try - chew, booze, pot, boomers, blotter, blow, etc. Been off the booze and drugs for 7 and 1/2 years now. It ain't easy but it is WAY easier than the alternative. Come on over to the WILDCARDAlcohol Quit Group and post with us. There is a good mix of guys over there how have gone (or are going) through the same shit as you. In fact, there are a lot of folks on this site who are going through the same thing even if they aren't posting in the alcohol quit group.

PM me if you want a number. I am willing to help but you have to do the heavy lifting.

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Greggg thats a fucking rationalization and you know it. You think you HAVE to HAVE some vice. You don't, or at least you don't have to have one that will kill you. Yes, as an addict there is always the risk you'll transfer one addiction to another. Is this you?

If you went to an AA meeting and relapsed what would they say? How bout NA? would they accept your excuse or would they give you a swift kick in the ass? and guess what dummy? we do know you, at least the addict you. I know exactly what your going thru. You cant kid a kidder , and your bullshit isnt gonna fly in here either. Your not special and your not a bigger addict than anyone else here. There are much much more addictive SOB's in here than you and they are quit.

You say you need to go farther into recovery with booze? HAAAA , you ought to just say your looking for an excuse to keep dipping because you dont want to quit , or if you quit dipping you'll have to start drinking again. Nice logic, thats addiction at its finest. I guess I either have to shoot heroin or drink a gallon of shine...... ummmm don't forget door number 3 which is neither.

Either quit or don't , either use the tools here and the resources or not.

But your lame ass "post roll or something" reeks of apathy. In or out bro, but there ain't no in between. You can take your lippers and shove em, and your excuses too, This website doesn't "look like shit" as you say, it's you that looks like shit, not only do you still believe you have it harder than everybody else because your addicted to dip and booze and cock shaped lollypops, but your not using the resources here that will keep you quit. I doubt you have enough integrety to keep your word anyway so I guess I'd rather have you stay in here than soil roll call with your repetitive caving.

I hope you can get your shit together, and I'll be happy to help, but I'll be the first to point out your milk and cookie stories. There aint no milk and cookies here. YOur BS will be called. Now grab your nuts and stay the fuck quit, also if you need more cock shaped lolly's pm me , I have tons


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SM is a little bit more of an eloquent writer than I, but Ill lay it out as best as I can.


Pot- I smoked about a quarter to half ounce a day at my worst

Hallucinogens- Done those quite a bit

Coke- Had a ridiculous habit that I am still ashamed to admit

Tobacco- 2 cans a day/ half pack of smokes. 2 cans and 1.5 packs if I was drinking.

I have what you call an addictive personality...guess what...I dont do any of that shit anymore.


You are not special, but you are, however, a pussy. Grow the fuck up.
IT GETS EASIER!!

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Re: i need help with this quiting thing
« Reply #17 on: January 25, 2010, 08:05:00 PM »
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alright guys...see my problem right now is you all just jumped down my throat acting like you know me. that right there makes this website look like shit, beating me down cause i relapsed. I get your tactic though. The truth is dip isnt the only think i'm addicted to. I was into drugs for a while then turned into an alcoholic for years. I've been through a couple programs for those addictions. I've been clean and sober for almost 4 months now. When i stopped doing those things I began to dip pretty much all day. And now that I'm trying to quit that its the hardest fucking thing to do. Every time i go without dipping for a couple days I start to get more temptations to drink or drug and I cant go down that road again. Maybe I need to get farther into my recovery with the alcohol and such..who knows. I'll keep trying. You can say I need bigger balls or whatever you wanna say, but you guys dont know shit about what i'm going through. Later fuckers
greggg

I am one of those guys who gets addicted to everything I try - chew, booze, pot, boomers, blotter, blow, etc. Been off the booze and drugs for 7 and 1/2 years now. It ain't easy but it is WAY easier than the alternative. Come on over to the WILDCARDAlcohol Quit Group and post with us. There is a good mix of guys over there how have gone (or are going) through the same shit as you. In fact, there are a lot of folks on this site who are going through the same thing even if they aren't posting in the alcohol quit group.

PM me if you want a number. I am willing to help but you have to do the heavy lifting.

Show
Greggg thats a fucking rationalization and you know it. You think you HAVE to HAVE some vice. You don't, or at least you don't have to have one that will kill you. Yes, as an addict there is always the risk you'll transfer one addiction to another. Is this you?

If you went to an AA meeting and relapsed what would they say? How bout NA? would they accept your excuse or would they give you a swift kick in the ass? and guess what dummy? we do know you, at least the addict you. I know exactly what your going thru. You cant kid a kidder , and your bullshit isnt gonna fly in here either. Your not special and your not a bigger addict than anyone else here. There are much much more addictive SOB's in here than you and they are quit.

You say you need to go farther into recovery with booze? HAAAA , you ought to just say your looking for an excuse to keep dipping because you dont want to quit , or if you quit dipping you'll have to start drinking again. Nice logic, thats addiction at its finest. I guess I either have to shoot heroin or drink a gallon of shine...... ummmm don't forget door number 3 which is neither.

Either quit or don't , either use the tools here and the resources or not.

But your lame ass "post roll or something" reeks of apathy. In or out bro, but there ain't no in between. You can take your lippers and shove em, and your excuses too, This website doesn't "look like shit" as you say, it's you that looks like shit, not only do you still believe you have it harder than everybody else because your addicted to dip and booze and cock shaped lollypops, but your not using the resources here that will keep you quit. I doubt you have enough integrety to keep your word anyway so I guess I'd rather have you stay in here than soil roll call with your repetitive caving.

I hope you can get your shit together, and I'll be happy to help, but I'll be the first to point out your milk and cookie stories. There aint no milk and cookies here. YOur BS will be called. Now grab your nuts and stay the fuck quit, also if you need more cock shaped lolly's pm me , I have tons


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"CLOSE THE DOOR. In my opinion, it?s the single most important step in your final quit. There is one moment, THE moment, when you finally let go and surrender to the quit. After that moment, no temptation will be great enough, no lie persuasive enough to make you commit suicide by using tobacco."