... to make the decision to remove this shit from my life.
I'm Brian from CT, been dipping since my freshman year of college (9 years) and I was up to a can of Skoal Mint a day until 5/7/2011.
I'm tired of the lying, the hiding, the waiting for my g/f to go to bed so I can pack one in. Tired of my fingertips stinking like dip. Sick of thinking about when I can get 10 minutes to myself to throw one in.
I'm also really thankful that I found this site, because all of you guys are really sick of this same nonsense and many of you have or are in the process of beating it.
So I'm on day 3; threw out the stash; threw out the empty cans in my desk; threw out the spitter in the garage. It was tough driving past the gas station this morning, knowing I could just go in and buy a can without Sam judging me - just having it waiting on the counter for when I walk up with my coffee and $6.02 later I've got a lip in on the ride to work. Not today, not tomorrow, never again.
I look forward to your help, and helping anyone else I might be able to.
Thanks,
bkg