Thanks to Zillah cowboy, mogul, derk40, Skoal Monster, doc2quit4good, Garrett32, slug.go for the advice, encouragement, and support today! Reading your messages has given me energy to fight this battle today. It is a great feeling to know there are folks here who really care, and I am so grateful. I am feeling a little hazy but not as bad as I feared. I can do this.
For me one of the hard parts of this is just focusing on today. I know from the past, as soon as I think I'm doing OK I start getting ahead of myself - thinking about day 100, day 1000, etc. That's partly how I screwed myself on day 89 of a previous quit. I forgot about the battle going on at the moment. The other problem was that I never posted roll or got involved here. I lurked, read the articles, etc but thought I could do this by myself. I know now that I was wrong.
I am focusing on today, I have posted roll, and I will not allow nicotine in any form to enter my body today.
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