So this is first time I have ever posted to anything, but here it goes. I have been wanting to quit for along time but I guess not bad enough. I hid it from everyone which never works out over the long run. On my last two visit back with my family, who I only see about once or twice a year, I was going to bed early, taking "naps", and crapping for an hour just to get a dip. I was losing time b/c of it. Well with all that said, I got sick about a week ago (in which I lose my desire for anything) I knew it would be a great place to start. my last dip was the evening before I got sick so the 22nd is my quit date. The upper respiratory infection is now gone, and the side-effects are beginning, and holy crap I don't know which are worse. I've been waking up at 2am, 3am, 4am, 5am, every night. In the last day I have had approx 6 sores in my mouth which I hope are normal from what I've read on here. I know the site has groups to join, and I hoping that someone who knows where to point me can help. I have never joined a forum before and I have no idea how to