Listen, the reason I caved is because I"m a fucking addict. When I put that shit in my body I have a physical compulsion to keep adding more. That's quite simple with addictive substances and if it were the only component of my illness than the simple answer would be to just not dip. Put it down, sweat it out and then never take another. I also have a mental obsession with the shit that continues to last longer than the period of physical addiction which, even when totally free from the chemical clutches of nicotine, calls my name like a siren. And I pick it up again based on a lie that I can handle it, that it will be different this time.
There ya go, that's what happens to me every fucking time.
I've been in some communication with some guys from this site and they've been very helpful and supportive. I'll stick with them. So if you've got some pearls of wisdom about being a pussy or taking up space here or some other pathological projection for me please can it and save it for another guy.
You know, I don't usually post in on this type of thing but brother just quit. Look at the pictures on this site and read the materials here about those who battle cancer and have battled cancer. That should get your mind right real quick. If it doesn't then perhaps you need further help. We all at some point have gone through this and we all think or have thought we are special butterflies and there is something magical about a little round can with $hit in it and it keeps drawing us back. Dude, it's always going to be that way and the quicker you learn that, the better off you will be and the quicker you can quit.
Post roll every day, promise not to use nicotine in any form, repeat the next day. It's really not a difficult process. I had to get up off my ass and do this every day and I will continue to do this everyday. You need to do the same because you and I are special butterflies and think we can control the magical $hit in a little round can.
PM me if you need my digits and I'll be happy to support you EDD (Every Damn Day)
Hey gorilla... U just described the addiction that we are all dealing with in this post. It sucks. I hate it too. If u want to be quit what are u going to do different? Sounds like you are giving up. Don't do that. You had some success here. Figure out how to make the success stick.
Why are you here? Really?
You are the guy that shows up on a 3rd cave avoids accountability. You finally respond and now I have to read your complaints because you do not get the type of support you want. You know the drill here and you tried to avoid it. Bogus.
Read this: Exemplify Humility and Intellectual Honesty. Constantly seek to understand and constructively deal with reality to create value and achieve personal improvement. Hold yourself and others accountable.
You caved because you are an addict? Shit we all are. I am. Fuck me.
Q: Do we all cave?
A: No.
I know you want a certain type of support for you are a unique and special butterfly. Here is some support. Drink the damn Kool-Aid. Quit being a drive by quitter.
I have no idea why you keep caving. None.
I have no idea why you are here. Really.
I have no idea why it will take for you to quit. None.
I have no idea how to support you in a meaningful way. None.
I have no idea if this quit will stick. None.
When you figure the shit out, write it. Then we will work on helping you to break your addiction.
