If your knuckles aren't white, you're not doing it right. Shit, Johnny Cochran has nothing on me.
Actually though, it should suck now...you're deep in the fog. At this point for me, I developed ESP and lock jaw. Just kidding...but I was crawling up the walls. Good...that is your body healing. Great times ahead...trust me brother! You're doing it right.
You're in the fight of your life. The question is are you going to embrace the suck and live free one day, or keep dipping and go coffin shopping?
You can do this! We're here to help. Fuck the nic bitch...you're a quitter!