My first day

[jeeptruck]

I wonder if they sell fog lamps for your desk?

I think the heat would put you to sleep.

probably. I hope I get out of the fog soon bro. 'bang head'

[basshaug]

I wonder if they sell fog lamps for your desk?

I think the heat would put you to sleep.

[jeeptruck]

I wonder if they sell fog lamps for your desk?

[jeeptruck]

Well, if im going to be a founding member of a group guess its time to be 100% honest. i started dipping at the bus stop with my older brother at the bus stop when i was 11. i am now 25. when i graduated high school i was off to the navy. loved every second of it. my last two years were spent as a boat team member. i loved my job and was proud of what i did. On top of the navy, i was an amateur body builder at 210lbs at my show weight. i compiled a couple of 2nd place and third place finishes on the Military circuit. my favorite pre show ritual was a grizzly bear in my mouth, and dip was also my best pre-workout formula. after my last show in 2012 i finished first place for the first time in the 2012 military open. two weeks after that i started to not feel so well. before i knew it i was down from 210lbs to the upper 170lbs in a matter of about a month and a half. i kept telling the doctor i didnt feel well and he told me to suck it up and i would get better over time. kept losing weight and losing weight until i started to see massive amounts of blood in the toilet, my doctor said i imagined it (wish i was kidding). about two months after my big win i passed out cold in the bathroom after losing too much blood while pooping (i know gross but if your on the fence about quiting you need to hear this) my wife took me to a private ER and they told me one more day at home without care and i wouldve been dead. turns out i had Chronic Ulcers in my ENTIRE digestive tract. nast bleeding ulcers that took me from a bodybuilder, Navy Special Boat Team, Gym Rat into a man fighting for his life like somebody flipped a switch. sad part is.... It took me two years after that to quit even after the doctor told me dip caused it. after surgeries to remove parts of my colon. after i would go to the hospitol for about a week every month to get a transfusion and would have nurses sneak me in dip while i was there. I finally saw the light today. NO MORE. its time i got my health back with my fellow Titans of Quit, the October 2014 group!

Thanks for sharing this. You made my quit stronger today.

Oh and fuck tobacco. I quit with you jeep

Fuck it Bass, lets get our lives back brother. I quit with you today

Hey!! Nicotine 'Finger'

[Thumblewort]

Reading this is like deva vu....... ;) How's the fog brother?

you ever see those golden gate pics where its covered in fog? ive been staring out my window with no concentration for like ten minutes. I told my boss this morning the situation he shut my door and hasn't bothered me since. He quit smoking five years ago

Halfway there brother, you got this!

[basshaug]

Well, if im going to be a founding member of a group guess its time to be 100% honest. i started dipping at the bus stop with my older brother at the bus stop when i was 11. i am now 25. when i graduated high school i was off to the navy. loved every second of it. my last two years were spent as a boat team member. i loved my job and was proud of what i did. On top of the navy, i was an amateur body builder at 210lbs at my show weight. i compiled a couple of 2nd place and third place finishes on the Military circuit. my favorite pre show ritual was a grizzly bear in my mouth, and dip was also my best pre-workout formula. after my last show in 2012 i finished first place for the first time in the 2012 military open. two weeks after that i started to not feel so well. before i knew it i was down from 210lbs to the upper 170lbs in a matter of about a month and a half. i kept telling the doctor i didnt feel well and he told me to suck it up and i would get better over time. kept losing weight and losing weight until i started to see massive amounts of blood in the toilet, my doctor said i imagined it (wish i was kidding). about two months after my big win i passed out cold in the bathroom after losing too much blood while pooping (i know gross but if your on the fence about quiting you need to hear this) my wife took me to a private ER and they told me one more day at home without care and i wouldve been dead. turns out i had Chronic Ulcers in my ENTIRE digestive tract. nast bleeding ulcers that took me from a bodybuilder, Navy Special Boat Team, Gym Rat into a man fighting for his life like somebody flipped a switch. sad part is.... It took me two years after that to quit even after the doctor told me dip caused it. after surgeries to remove parts of my colon. after i would go to the hospitol for about a week every month to get a transfusion and would have nurses sneak me in dip while i was there. I finally saw the light today. NO MORE. its time i got my health back with my fellow Titans of Quit, the October 2014 group!

Thanks for sharing this. You made my quit stronger today.

Oh and fuck tobacco. I quit with you jeep

[jeeptruck]

Reading this is like deva vu....... ;) How's the fog brother?

you ever see those golden gate pics where its covered in fog? ive been staring out my window with no concentration for like ten minutes. I told my boss this morning the situation he shut my door and hasn't bothered me since. He quit smoking five years ago

[Thumblewort]

Reading this is like deva vu....... ;) How's the fog brother?

[jeeptruck]

Well, if im going to be a founding member of a group guess its time to be 100% honest. i started dipping at the bus stop with my older brother at the bus stop when i was 11. i am now 25. when i graduated high school i was off to the navy. loved every second of it. my last two years were spent as a boat team member. i loved my job and was proud of what i did. On top of the navy, i was an amateur body builder at 210lbs at my show weight. i compiled a couple of 2nd place and third place finishes on the Military circuit. my favorite pre show ritual was a grizzly bear in my mouth, and dip was also my best pre-workout formula. after my last show in 2012 i finished first place for the first time in the 2012 military open. two weeks after that i started to not feel so well. before i knew it i was down from 210lbs to the upper 170lbs in a matter of about a month and a half. i kept telling the doctor i didnt feel well and he told me to suck it up and i would get better over time. kept losing weight and losing weight until i started to see massive amounts of blood in the toilet, my doctor said i imagined it (wish i was kidding). about two months after my big win i passed out cold in the bathroom after losing too much blood while pooping (i know gross but if your on the fence about quiting you need to hear this) my wife took me to a private ER and they told me one more day at home without care and i wouldve been dead. turns out i had Chronic Ulcers in my ENTIRE digestive tract. nast bleeding ulcers that took me from a bodybuilder, Navy Special Boat Team, Gym Rat into a man fighting for his life like somebody flipped a switch. sad part is.... It took me two years after that to quit even after the doctor told me dip caused it. after surgeries to remove parts of my colon. after i would go to the hospitol for about a week every month to get a transfusion and would have nurses sneak me in dip while i was there. I finally saw the light today. NO MORE. its time i got my health back with my fellow Titans of Quit, the October 2014 group!

[worktowin]

day fog coming into my lunch time

Only worry about your quit today. No worry about being quit forever or tomorrow. You must stay quit today. Post Roll, be a man of your word and if you wake tomorrow, then repeat.

833 today. If you follow the KTC plan, it will suck ass for a while but it works. You can't fail. Post, keep your word, repeat....

A great example of how this site works.

[Mthomas3824]

day fog coming into my lunch time

Only worry about your quit today. No worry about being quit forever or tomorrow. You must stay quit today. Post Roll, be a man of your word and if you wake tomorrow, then repeat.

833 today. If you follow the KTC plan, it will suck ass for a while but it works. You can't fail. Post, keep your word, repeat....

[jeeptruck]

day fog coming into my lunch time

[jeeptruck]

Well, if im going to be a founding member of a group guess its time to be 100% honest. i started dipping at the bus stop with my older brother at the bus stop when i was 11. i am now 25. when i graduated high school i was off to the navy. loved every second of it. my last two years were spent as a boat team member. i loved my job and was proud of what i did. On top of the navy, i was an amateur body builder at 210lbs at my show weight. i compiled a couple of 2nd place and third place finishes on the Military circuit. my favorite pre show ritual was a grizzly bear in my mouth, and dip was also my best pre-workout formula. after my last show in 2012 i finished first place for the first time in the 2012 military open. two weeks after that i started to not feel so well. before i knew it i was down from 210lbs to the upper 170lbs in a matter of about a month and a half. i kept telling the doctor i didnt feel well and he told me to suck it up and i would get better over time. kept losing weight and losing weight until i started to see massive amounts of blood in the toilet, my doctor said i imagined it (wish i was kidding). about two months after my big win i passed out cold in the bathroom after losing too much blood while pooping (i know gross but if your on the fence about quiting you need to hear this) my wife took me to a private ER and they told me one more day at home without care and i wouldve been dead. turns out i had Chronic Ulcers in my ENTIRE digestive tract. nast bleeding ulcers that took me from a bodybuilder, Navy Special Boat Team, Gym Rat into a man fighting for his life like somebody flipped a switch. sad part is.... It took me two years after that to quit even after the doctor told me dip caused it. after surgeries to remove parts of my colon. after i would go to the hospitol for about a week every month to get a transfusion and would have nurses sneak me in dip while i was there. I finally saw the light today. NO MORE. its time i got my health back with my fellow Titans of Quit, the October 2014 group!

[Thumblewort]

is there a spousal support section?

Mine was not supportive at first, because she has been lied to for 12 years. At Day 81 now, it's better, but she knows I am an addict, and will never accept the quit in full, as she shouldn't. I lean on the KTC myself 99% of the time, and her 1%. Just a "me" issue, I hope you get full support.

[Mthomas3824]

My wife has not clue about addiction either. I joined and then had a heart to heart with her about KTC. If you haven't, have her read this. spousal support click here

If you are serious, wives can be another piece of armor you use to fight this addiction. I was humble and took my wife to every hiding spot I had for chew. I said that if she ever felt that I was chewing again. I wanted her to check up on me. I wanted to be honest in this. No more deceit, half truths or lies. I don't know if she ever did, I just know she never found a can because I learned how to win and quit!

Its in a woman's nature to forgive and I know from experience that a wife would rather be included in a problem vs a man's feeling to protect her from a problem. I couldn't have quit this long without KTC and my wife / children play a huge role in me quitting every day.

You can do it and if you need digits (You need phone numbers because you will need to make a call when it gets unbearable) PM me and I will have you put me in your phone.

Nicotine can kiss my ass!