Nolaq

[Greg5280]

Welcome... And we do like quitters.

You can ramble, bitch, complain, whatever you need to do to stay quit. That's what this place is for.

I do have one question tho. You said you have been quit for 31 days, but that you caved once ? Is that during the 31 days or before ? If you have been clean for 31 days then head over to July and post your name on roll. IF the dip came during the 31 days then you need to start counting from that day. I am going to send a message to you that explains why we post roll and what it means. Please make sure you understand it before you post.

Again, welcome.. now head over to July and get to know your brothers.

[Nolaq]

31 days ago I decided to put down the can. I caved once, but otherwise, I've been on the straight and narrow. I wish I had found this site earlier. For almost 30 years I've thought to myself, "no one else is going through this".

To hear that other people out there used to freak out at 9 pm 'cause their one and only can was empty...well, that was me.

I dipped so much and needed it so bad I learned to dip in my upper lip, and due to my job at a hospital, I learned to "gut it". I never spit...ever.

I worked for 9 years at that hospital and constantly had a dip in.

I coach gymnastics to kids. I'm supposed to be a role model of health and fitness. I would run out of class to pack a new dip in between classes. I don' t know how I lived with myself and my hypocrisy.

Anyway, I'll save the rest for my HOF entry. Today I want to praise Chantix. I used it for the last 30 days and it has helped a LOT. It takes the Fog away a little bit and really keeps the Craves down. Check with your doc's if you're thinking about it. It's good stuff but gives you some weird dreams.

Well, this is my first post and I may have broken protocol by rambling on and on. sorry if I did. I'm a newbie, but I haven't had a dip in 31 days...