Stu- I think your mistake is in posting roll when you don't really want to quit. I was in that mode for a couple days, where every night I would throw out a tin and say I was never chewing again, then buying one in the morning as soon as I thought of chew, usually before breakfast. That is before I was posting roll and just looking around for a few days.
Since we are all addicts, everyone knows exactly what you are doing.
What none of these guys can stand is that you keep posting roll, which is not a place to hope for the best while hedging your bet. It is a promise to yourself and everyone on this site that you are not going to chew today. You have broken that at least 50% of the time you have made it.
That means you are a fucking liar, or a total fucking pussy.
There is NO FUCKING WAY you used more chew than I did over the last 20 years, so don't fucking act like you can't quit. I did it and you could too if you stopped being such a fucking pussy.
I quit, and now I am embarrassed and disgusted that I waited as long as I did. It is fucking easy when you stop feeling sorry for yourself, and decide to act like a man.
Unless someone is holding you down and forcing the chew into you, it is all about choices, and you need to stop making bad choices.
Unlike the veterans who have probably seen too many liars come through this site to give a shit, I will talk to you any time. Good luck.