Gaiden,
HOLD ON!!! Listen to Wedgie. Click on the pink "Welcome Center" link on the toolbar above and start reading. Read all you can. Read how to post roll and what it means.
I think you may have gotten you off on the wrong foot with that milktoast intro of yours. That's not your fault...you didn't know. But now you do. This site is for folks who give their word each day that come hell or high water, they aren't going to have anything to do with nicotine today. And we're damned serious about it too. Your reminiscing about how you enjoy dipping is like teasing fat kid with a Twinkie. Pardon the fuck out of us if we don't give a shit about how much you liked dipping!
What we want to hear is that you're quit. Not stopping for a couple of days, wishing you didn't feel like you have to dip, etc. But really fucking honest to God, snot-slinging pissed and, above all else, done with fucking nicotine right now. Because that is the attitude of someone who is prepared to get in the ring and go toe to toe with the Nic Bitch. That is the attitude of a bad-ass quitter.
It doesn't matter how long you dipped or how much. We're addicts...plain and simple. But here's the good news...YOU CAN LIVE NIC FREE. And we're here to support you and make that possible. The day you quit was Day 1. So today is Day 3. Post it today.
You're in the fog deep right now. I can tell. Rage is a symptom, which is probably why you called WT57 a "dickface" instead of listening to what he was telling you. Go ahead and re-read his post carefully. You'll see that he was really telling you that he wished he had your foresight to quit after only 4 years instead of going on 35 years before joining this site. (at least I think that is what he was saying?). But that is what this site is for. Share your experience, feelings, rage...whatever. Just don't come on here telling us about how much you enjoyed poisoning your own dumb-ass. Welcome to the site, brother!!! Post up, stay quit and live free!