Here's my plan.
1. When I feel the crave I will grab a jawbreaker.
2. Seeds are the next step
3. I will think of my wife and children and thank about how I will let them down.
4. I will look at cancer pics until I can't look anymore.
5. I will NOT give up. I never quite anything besides this.
6. I will cave in, lose all integrity and not be a man of my word.
I will not make it to 6 and beyond. Thank you 30. Tomorrow I will use my tools and start roll call.
What did u mean by numbers?
That sounds real good!
Do this....wikipedia
Commit committment
Make up your mind...there is no going back....last Day 1.
It gets so much better, but you have to pay back some dues, to get your life. You sold your health, time, allegence....one $5 bill at a time... how bad do you want it back?
Day 1 - committ---there will be some pain
Day 2 - committ---there will be some headaches
Day 3 - committ---there will be fog
All This is progress. As the posion leaves your body you will experience all kinds of crap, but you are tougher than a little round can....aren't you?