No fucking thank you, you young little shit!
Why does there always have to be some young bastard that feels the need to pack a dip in his lip, while standing in front of me, and then ask if I want one! What a cock sucker, and yes, he is aware that I quit that shit. Dumb ass, guess he's not smart enough to realize that I'm the project super on this job-site, he has to deal with me for another 8 months...he is on my shit-list and I can make his life hell!
For the record, I declined his offer. Walked back to the job trailer and locked myself in the office. I'm having an argument with myself as I type. Instant fog set back in, face numbness and a craving that is relentless...but I quit today! I will not give in to the chemical lies. Got me some smokey mountain wintergreen, actually my wife picked it up for me when she was out get groceries yesterday. Taste pretty good for being made from the highly evasive vine called the kudzu, even burns a little.