July 09 Quitters

[Kdip]

Ah the coot, yes yes you are feeling some pain, a sense of loss perhaps? You quit for 100 days it was almost fun, a challenge, the community and the brotherhood were exciting and new. But now the first kiss is over and your quit is not so novel eh? Slowly reality sets in that you are really quit and your not going back THIS MY FRIEND IS A GOOD THING. However, Sally Rotten Crotch nic bitch isnt done with you yet, she's starting to whisper in your ear..... "Dean baby enough of these games, you know you can't leave me forever so why don't you just give up?" "Don't you love me anymore?" 

I too hit a post Hof funk that was harder than the first two weeks of my quit. Its a gut check boy o .

   There is nothing wrong with you a dip could fix, Chew does not fill a void in your life but creates one. You have lost nothing by giving it up. You say you still love it? What did you love you don't have now? Did it enhance your enjoyment of life? I doubt it. Perhaps your spouse found you more attractive, she always liked the pics in National Geographic of the dudes with a plate in their lower lip. Were you a better dad ? constantly hiding from your family or holding your baby in one hand and a spitter in the other? It helps you relax?, yes yes, but medically you know that's bullshit, it raised your bp and heart rate. the relaxation you felt was just getting back to normal because you fed the addiction and removed the withdrawl. Maybe you are secretly in love with Ahmed the gas station attendant, you miss going in and saying. " no not that can the other one,no to your left, no not the fucking peach god dammit the Copenhagen you fucker" All the while wanting to jump behind the counter and kill him cause your fiending.
  There is nothing to miss Dean, its a scam.

The nic bitch is the mental version of the Sham Wow fag, you need to turn the fucking channel or put in some ear plugs. Honestly what helped me is finding some other poor deluded addict on his day one and watching him struggle like hell. It was almost sadistic at first. I felt satiatied when they hit the fog and the funk and the headaches and first no sleep then can't sleep enough, and the mouth sores and the fear of cancer. Watching them helped me stay quit because I hated that and won't do it again. I remember being desperate to stop and each night laying in bed thinking tomorrow tomorrow I wont dip. Watching guys cave forces me to remember that and not become complacent with my quit. Then it turned from love of dip and a sense of loss to a militant hatred. You have to cultivate that hate. Watching people struggle today pisses me off, not at them, but at the addiction. It is crazy the toll nic takes on us both mentally and physically. Find some strugglers in the new group and try to shepard them thru to the Hof. Don't get discouraged with yourself if they cave, many will. It will only remind you how far you have come and what you left behind. This will strengthen your quit. If they do make it, sharing the struggle with them will strengthen your quit as well.

Good luck Dean The Quitter

Good +1

SM

Dam you're good. :wub:

Can a mod put this in words of wisdom??


SM that was just what I needed to hear, thank you.

Skoal Monster, that is a brilliant post, thanks. You just strengthened my quit, no doubt.

Dean, Cubs, getcha mojo back guys, tell the nic bitch to fuck the hell off!!!

Great Post Skoal Monster. Couldn't have said it better 'Finger' Dip.

[LaQuitter]

Ah the coot, yes yes you are feeling some pain, a sense of loss perhaps? You quit for 100 days it was almost fun, a challenge, the community and the brotherhood were exciting and new. But now the first kiss is over and your quit is not so novel eh? Slowly reality sets in that you are really quit and your not going back THIS MY FRIEND IS A GOOD THING. However, Sally Rotten Crotch nic bitch isnt done with you yet, she's starting to whisper in your ear..... "Dean baby enough of these games, you know you can't leave me forever so why don't you just give up?" "Don't you love me anymore?" 

I too hit a post Hof funk that was harder than the first two weeks of my quit. Its a gut check boy o .

   There is nothing wrong with you a dip could fix, Chew does not fill a void in your life but creates one. You have lost nothing by giving it up. You say you still love it? What did you love you don't have now? Did it enhance your enjoyment of life? I doubt it. Perhaps your spouse found you more attractive, she always liked the pics in National Geographic of the dudes with a plate in their lower lip. Were you a better dad ? constantly hiding from your family or holding your baby in one hand and a spitter in the other? It helps you relax?, yes yes, but medically you know that's bullshit, it raised your bp and heart rate. the relaxation you felt was just getting back to normal because you fed the addiction and removed the withdrawl. Maybe you are secretly in love with Ahmed the gas station attendant, you miss going in and saying. " no not that can the other one,no to your left, no not the fucking peach god dammit the Copenhagen you fucker" All the while wanting to jump behind the counter and kill him cause your fiending.
  There is nothing to miss Dean, its a scam.

The nic bitch is the mental version of the Sham Wow fag, you need to turn the fucking channel or put in some ear plugs. Honestly what helped me is finding some other poor deluded addict on his day one and watching him struggle like hell. It was almost sadistic at first. I felt satiatied when they hit the fog and the funk and the headaches and first no sleep then can't sleep enough, and the mouth sores and the fear of cancer. Watching them helped me stay quit because I hated that and won't do it again. I remember being desperate to stop and each night laying in bed thinking tomorrow tomorrow I wont dip. Watching guys cave forces me to remember that and not become complacent with my quit. Then it turned from love of dip and a sense of loss to a militant hatred. You have to cultivate that hate. Watching people struggle today pisses me off, not at them, but at the addiction. It is crazy the toll nic takes on us both mentally and physically. Find some strugglers in the new group and try to shepard them thru to the Hof. Don't get discouraged with yourself if they cave, many will. It will only remind you how far you have come and what you left behind. This will strengthen your quit. If they do make it, sharing the struggle with them will strengthen your quit as well.

Good luck Dean The Quitter

Good +1

SM

Dam you're good. :wub:

Can a mod put this in words of wisdom??


SM that was just what I needed to hear, thank you.

Skoal Monster, that is a brilliant post, thanks. You just strengthened my quit, no doubt.

Dean, Cubs, getcha mojo back guys, tell the nic bitch to fuck the hell off!!!

[cubs204]

Ah the coot, yes yes you are feeling some pain, a sense of loss perhaps? You quit for 100 days it was almost fun, a challenge, the community and the brotherhood were exciting and new. But now the first kiss is over and your quit is not so novel eh? Slowly reality sets in that you are really quit and your not going back THIS MY FRIEND IS A GOOD THING. However, Sally Rotten Crotch nic bitch isnt done with you yet, she's starting to whisper in your ear..... "Dean baby enough of these games, you know you can't leave me forever so why don't you just give up?" "Don't you love me anymore?" 

I too hit a post Hof funk that was harder than the first two weeks of my quit. Its a gut check boy o .

  There is nothing wrong with you a dip could fix, Chew does not fill a void in your life but creates one. You have lost nothing by giving it up. You say you still love it? What did you love you don't have now? Did it enhance your enjoyment of life? I doubt it. Perhaps your spouse found you more attractive, she always liked the pics in National Geographic of the dudes with a plate in their lower lip. Were you a better dad ? constantly hiding from your family or holding your baby in one hand and a spitter in the other? It helps you relax?, yes yes, but medically you know that's bullshit, it raised your bp and heart rate. the relaxation you felt was just getting back to normal because you fed the addiction and removed the withdrawl. Maybe you are secretly in love with Ahmed the gas station attendant, you miss going in and saying. " no not that can the other one,no to your left, no not the fucking peach god dammit the Copenhagen you fucker" All the while wanting to jump behind the counter and kill him cause your fiending.
  There is nothing to miss Dean, its a scam.

The nic bitch is the mental version of the Sham Wow fag, you need to turn the fucking channel or put in some ear plugs. Honestly what helped me is finding some other poor deluded addict on his day one and watching him struggle like hell. It was almost sadistic at first. I felt satiatied when they hit the fog and the funk and the headaches and first no sleep then can't sleep enough, and the mouth sores and the fear of cancer. Watching them helped me stay quit because I hated that and won't do it again. I remember being desperate to stop and each night laying in bed thinking tomorrow tomorrow I wont dip. Watching guys cave forces me to remember that and not become complacent with my quit. Then it turned from love of dip and a sense of loss to a militant hatred. You have to cultivate that hate. Watching people struggle today pisses me off, not at them, but at the addiction. It is crazy the toll nic takes on us both mentally and physically. Find some strugglers in the new group and try to shepard them thru to the Hof. Don't get discouraged with yourself if they cave, many will. It will only remind you how far you have come and what you left behind. This will strengthen your quit. If they do make it, sharing the struggle with them will strengthen your quit as well.

Good luck Dean The Quitter

Good +1

SM

Dam you're good. :wub:

Can a mod put this in words of wisdom??


SM that was just what I needed to hear, thank you.

[GlennFtheKodiak]

Ah the coot, yes yes you are feeling some pain, a sense of loss perhaps? You quit for 100 days it was almost fun, a challenge, the community and the brotherhood were exciting and new. But now the first kiss is over and your quit is not so novel eh? Slowly reality sets in that you are really quit and your not going back THIS MY FRIEND IS A GOOD THING. However, Sally Rotten Crotch nic bitch isnt done with you yet, she's starting to whisper in your ear..... "Dean baby enough of these games, you know you can't leave me forever so why don't you just give up?" "Don't you love me anymore?"

I too hit a post Hof funk that was harder than the first two weeks of my quit. Its a gut check boy o .

There is nothing wrong with you a dip could fix, Chew does not fill a void in your life but creates one. You have lost nothing by giving it up. You say you still love it? What did you love you don't have now? Did it enhance your enjoyment of life? I doubt it. Perhaps your spouse found you more attractive, she always liked the pics in National Geographic of the dudes with a plate in their lower lip. Were you a better dad ? constantly hiding from your family or holding your baby in one hand and a spitter in the other? It helps you relax?, yes yes, but medically you know that's bullshit, it raised your bp and heart rate. the relaxation you felt was just getting back to normal because you fed the addiction and removed the withdrawl. Maybe you are secretly in love with Ahmed the gas station attendant, you miss going in and saying. " no not that can the other one,no to your left, no not the fucking peach god dammit the Copenhagen you fucker" All the while wanting to jump behind the counter and kill him cause your fiending.
There is nothing to miss Dean, its a scam.

The nic bitch is the mental version of the Sham Wow fag, you need to turn the fucking channel or put in some ear plugs. Honestly what helped me is finding some other poor deluded addict on his day one and watching him struggle like hell. It was almost sadistic at first. I felt satiatied when they hit the fog and the funk and the headaches and first no sleep then can't sleep enough, and the mouth sores and the fear of cancer. Watching them helped me stay quit because I hated that and won't do it again. I remember being desperate to stop and each night laying in bed thinking tomorrow tomorrow I wont dip. Watching guys cave forces me to remember that and not become complacent with my quit. Then it turned from love of dip and a sense of loss to a militant hatred. You have to cultivate that hate. Watching people struggle today pisses me off, not at them, but at the addiction. It is crazy the toll nic takes on us both mentally and physically. Find some strugglers in the new group and try to shepard them thru to the Hof. Don't get discouraged with yourself if they cave, many will. It will only remind you how far you have come and what you left behind. This will strengthen your quit. If they do make it, sharing the struggle with them will strengthen your quit as well.

Good luck Dean The Quitter

Good +1

SM

Dam you're good. :wub:

[Skoal Monster]

Ah the coot, yes yes you are feeling some pain, a sense of loss perhaps? You quit for 100 days it was almost fun, a challenge, the community and the brotherhood were exciting and new. But now the first kiss is over and your quit is not so novel eh? Slowly reality sets in that you are really quit and your not going back THIS MY FRIEND IS A GOOD THING. However, Sally Rotten Crotch nic bitch isnt done with you yet, she's starting to whisper in your ear..... "Dean baby enough of these games, you know you can't leave me forever so why don't you just give up?" "Don't you love me anymore?"

I too hit a post Hof funk that was harder than the first two weeks of my quit. Its a gut check boy o .

There is nothing wrong with you a dip could fix, Chew does not fill a void in your life but creates one. You have lost nothing by giving it up. You say you still love it? What did you love you don't have now? Did it enhance your enjoyment of life? I doubt it. Perhaps your spouse found you more attractive, she always liked the pics in National Geographic of the dudes with a plate in their lower lip. Were you a better dad ? constantly hiding from your family or holding your baby in one hand and a spitter in the other? It helps you relax?, yes yes, but medically you know that's bullshit, it raised your bp and heart rate. the relaxation you felt was just getting back to normal because you fed the addiction and removed the withdrawl. Maybe you are secretly in love with Ahmed the gas station attendant, you miss going in and saying. " no not that can the other one,no to your left, no not the fucking peach god dammit the Copenhagen you fucker" All the while wanting to jump behind the counter and kill him cause your fiending.
There is nothing to miss Dean, its a scam.

The nic bitch is the mental version of the Sham Wow fag, you need to turn the fucking channel or put in some ear plugs. Honestly what helped me is finding some other poor deluded addict on his day one and watching him struggle like hell. It was almost sadistic at first. I felt satiatied when they hit the fog and the funk and the headaches and first no sleep then can't sleep enough, and the mouth sores and the fear of cancer. Watching them helped me stay quit because I hated that and won't do it again. I remember being desperate to stop and each night laying in bed thinking tomorrow tomorrow I wont dip. Watching guys cave forces me to remember that and not become complacent with my quit. Then it turned from love of dip and a sense of loss to a militant hatred. You have to cultivate that hate. Watching people struggle today pisses me off, not at them, but at the addiction. It is crazy the toll nic takes on us both mentally and physically. Find some strugglers in the new group and try to shepard them thru to the Hof. Don't get discouraged with yourself if they cave, many will. It will only remind you how far you have come and what you left behind. This will strengthen your quit. If they do make it, sharing the struggle with them will strengthen your quit as well.

Good luck Dean The Quitter

Good +1

SM

[GlennFtheKodiak]

Its all new pussy if u haven't fucked it yet....

'Cheers'

[Pyrovalin]

What up Dean... just saying Hi

[bearattack]

Its all new pussy if u haven't fucked it yet....

[DeanTheCoot]

I hope theres no dipping sauce..............

*pukes a little*

[DeanTheCoot]

Day 143

My esteemed quit brother Ray just got me to thinking about something I want to address during my 2012 presidential bid: mom jokes.

I kinda wanted to use Ray's mom - and not his wife - in the context of that labia joke. After all, old pussy is funnier than new pussy. But tact prevented me from doing so. People get really sensitive about their moms. And it would have been particularly unfortunate if Ray got truly upset about me mentioning his mom. He is a friend, and I'd feel terrible.

But I don't want it to be that way. I want all men to feel free to talk shit about someone's mother without fear of retribution or punishment. I want this codified into law at the highest level. All men must laugh - even unwillingly - at mother jokes, just like we all have to pay taxes to fund bottomless social programs...unwillingly.

Speaking of bottomless, I'd like to see Ray's mom bottomless. Yes. Right now. In all her creamy-skinned glory. And afterward, I want to hear Ray laugh about it, because IT'S THE LAW.

[Skoal Monster]

Dean, you are not a bloated menstrating whale because you quit dipping... You are a fat fuck bc your gaping pie hole is a dumpster!!!!

Now go rake your  desktop zen sand garden and eat a bag of carrot sticks...

Your friend,

Ray

I am eating carrot sticks out of your wife's labia right now, Ray.

I hope theres no dipping sauce..............

[DeanTheCoot]

Dean, you are not a bloated menstrating whale because you quit dipping... You are a fat fuck bc your gaping pie hole is a dumpster!!!!

Now go rake your desktop zen sand garden and eat a bag of carrot sticks...

Your friend,

Ray

I am eating carrot sticks out of your wife's labia right now, Ray.

[Jason Longley]

Dean, you are not a bloated menstrating whale because you quit dipping... You are a fat fuck bc your gaping pie hole is a dumpster!!!!

Now go rake your desktop zen sand garden and eat a bag of carrot sticks...

Your friend,

Ray

You are kind of a dick huh? No wonder you amuse me with your posts :P

[bearattack]

Dean, you are not a bloated menstrating whale because you quit dipping... You are a fat fuck bc your gaping pie hole is a dumpster!!!!

Now go rake your desktop zen sand garden and eat a bag of carrot sticks...

Your friend,

Ray

[redtrain14]

Paramahansa Yogananda was to the westernization of Eastern religious thought what L. Ron Hubbard was to the Hollywoodification of religion overall. In the 1920s, Paramahansa Yogananda began to make Hinduism cool, which paved the way for all sorts of ridiculous shit, such as American Buddhism (which is laughable, considering that these hippies are STILL scratching the herpes sores they first received in the late 1960s, thanks to hedonism run amok). Anyway...

I remember reading the yogi's "Man's Eternal Quest" in my late teens, and I was struck by how goddamn awesome he was and how much contempt I had for him - mainly because I didn't believe a word he said, and also because I was not awesome.

I was weak. I was an addict. Addicted to everything I ever touched. Paramahansa Yogananda was all about self control, and I had none.

On one hand, I tend to dismiss all things Eastern because I hate China. But on the other hand, I'd like to believe that every human is capable of really controlling himself or herself. ALL of us...without sacrificing who we are.

I bring this up because I am getting fat (in relative terms). I'm 6'1", and I usually weigh about 190. I have cracked the 200 mark (which I have not done since 2003), and I am not fucking happy about it.

I know why I've put on weight. It's obvious: I quit dipping, and the only thing that has made me feel any better is eating.

Even knowing that food will make me feel better, I still haven't eaten everything I've wanted whenever I've wanted. I still try to moderate my intake. I try to exhibit self control.

But I am starting to think that I need to do what I always do: all or nothing. I either need to get on the food wagon or get off it. I should either eat like a lowly Five Points hooker or go back to the nutrition regime I usually follow (and then some).

I'm really torn.

Eat healthy, have a cup or two of coffee in the morning, and a cup or two in the afternoon. Actually, this has helped the "FUUUUCK! Can't go to the bathroom!" issue with me. I'm on two ritalin per day for ADD, and I usually have an incredibly stiff dose of caffeine in the morning, one at lunch, and sit and drink herbal tea to calm down before bed at night.

I'm finding I don't go although I know I should. I don't get that "Ahem. I'm nature. I'm calling." feeling. I just know it's going on. I always say to myself "Nah. Just imagining things." Six hours later, I get "I'M NATURE! I'M CALLING GOD DAMMIT! You have around 30 seconds before you commit the social faux pax of the millennium, the dreaded brown rain of doom. What are you waiting for? RUN, damn you!"

Aside from that VERY unpleasant side effect, I'm finding that my weight is stable at 225. Since I came home September of last year, I'm at 225, compared with the 28X (Whatever it was. Two-eighty-something-or-other) that I was when I walked back through that door. I lost a good twenty pounds in the last month. Part of it was starting dipping again... Then I quit, gained five pounds back. Then I actually bothered to take my ritalin instead of going on-and-off with it like a moron.
My weight started to drop... Then I got ahold of Mt. Dew and coffee, and then Monster (bad idea, but still fun as hell) and my weight started to plummet. Now I'm having trouble losing more. Exercize moar! I find that, oddly enough, I have almost no appetite now. Strange, isn't it?

Watch your diet and do some cardio/muscle building exercises, and you'll probably be good. One night I mowed over an acre of yard with a pushmower in 85* heat, and I found I was three pounds lower the next day. I said "No, not all water weight. I haven't had more than 24 oz. of water to drink per day in the last three... I wanted to lose more weight, but... Damn... That was quick."

Good luck to you, brother.
I'm a Christian man, but I find some very interesting things in eastern philosophy. Not "WOW THIS IS THE MEANING OF LIFE!" interesting, but still... interesting...

Put the cup down, back away from the coffee pot and take a nice, deep breath.


Ahhhhhhh!