Well trying to solidify my upcoming quit with all the weapons I can. I am a 41 year old professional Chef so needless to say addictions are almost a way of life for us. I have been chewingfor 22 years...started on Kodiak....went to Rooster and the last wad Grizzly. I made a final promise to myself that when my daughter was born I would be done....six months later...I still find every reason to buy just one more can with the intention it will be my last. I hate how it controls me...I hate how I lie and hide it...my wife thought I had quit before she delivered...of course it is tax time...so once I handed her my bank statements...it was exposed. I broke her heart...and mine...I keep wondering if I will be around to see my daughter graduate...get married...or have her own kids.
I have a doc appt tomorrow to discuss Chantix...I have read many positive reviews from long time cheered about their results. Ihave ordered logs of spicy beef jerky cans....I am truly ready to kiss this goodbye. ;Ironman: