Whattup KTC community?! I'm 31 years old and have been dipping for ten years. The first five were casual dips on occasion. The last five or so have been full-blown closet ninja dipping. I've been married five years this summer and have a three year old son and 9 month old daughter. Every time I look at one of those kids I want to punch myself in the face for taking time away from them to sneak a dip.
I'm done with this shit. I've tried several times to be done with it before, but fell back into it after a stressful day at work, or something equally as stupid. I will own this quit. My brother and best friends chew, and my dad smokes so it's all around me. I'm not a follower by nature, but I had myself convinced that dipping couldn't be that bad if all these people close to me would choose to do it. Why can't I? I'm done with that addict-speak. I've flirted with disaster for too long. No longer will I let dip keep me away from the most important things in my life.
I'm looking forward to the next 100 days (and beyond) with September 2014. Day 2 is like walking around in somebody else's shoes, with coke bottle glasses on, your hair on fire, and a train blasting it's horn in your ears all at the same time, but it's better than succumbing to the can.
I quit the rest of today. See you tomorrow.