Mthomastherapy

[Mthomas3824]

Day 55-59

It has been relatively easy to control my addicted mind lately. Triggers aren't too bad. I am sure that I have more challenges. Had another dip dream but it wasn't traumatic like the first one. In fact I don't recall too much about the dream, just that skoal was there.

I really, really like the quit life. I don't regret quitting cold turkey, I only wish I had done this sooner. But that is all in the past and I am free. My life, I love it! My life is a melting pot of victories and failures and mostly mundane things. I LOVE IT ALL.

I realize that controlling my addiction to nicotine, I am full of gratitude, I appreciate my relationships more and I no longer worship a false god. It has me full of desire to be a better person. The things I am afraid of. I still fear but I am more prepared to face them head on vs. go hide in a cave and get a fix so that I can be paralyzed to inaction and let the world kick my ass. NO MORE! I AM A QUIT MAN.

So on day 59 I am memorizing this poem. When temptation calls, and it does, I will recite and remind myself that no buzz will ever compare to staying quit. To all those that may read this and have a battle. Simplify the fight and say, "Not Now, Not Today, I will STAY QUIT"

Stay Quit
When things go wrong as they sometimes will;
When the road youÂ’re trudging seems all uphill;
When the funds are low, and the debts are high;
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh;
When care is pressing you down a bit
Rest if you must, but just stay quit.

Success is failure turned inside out;
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt;
And you can never tell how close you are;
It may be near when it seems afar.
So, stick to the fight when youÂ’re hardest hit -
ItÂ’s when things go wrong that you must stay quit.

[Buddy Mac]

Any sympathizers of Tobacco or Cavers. Move along and don't read

All Right, had a great weekend of quit. Didn't make too many public comments, just sat back and would read here and there over the weekend.

Here are my Days wrapped up in one cute package

Day 51 to Day 54

Still quit very little cravings and losing the weight I gained. Looking at some comments, this is my take......

Everyone of us counts. Everyone that makes the promise to quit matters. However, I have watched too many (one is too many in my book) people who cross the line and cave. It seems like they have the attitude that they can shrug it off. Its like they think "we'll get 'em next time champ." mentality.

Newsflash - You aren't in little league. This is an addiction and you are at war.

I hate everything tobacco related. I may crave but it has come to a point that if tobacco was a person, I would kill the motherfucker to save lives. I can't stomach the fact that people join KTC and act like their world just took at turn for the worse???? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? You just chose to live free. Get your fucking head checked you sorry ass coward!!!!

I was pissing vinegar this weekend. Everything was irritating. My wife (Who has already earned a medal of honor in our war) asked me if I was thinking about caving, if this was too much to bare....That was all I needed. Hell no! Fuck No! You have got to be joking! I don't care what is in my future, I do not want to be a slave anymore. I may quit every day, but this war ain't over until I die or tobacco dies.

To the cowards, (Those that cave and laugh or shrug it off, those who cave and post roll like, "it will never happen again" and then fade away) Anyone who is offended at my harsh tones. GO FUCK YOURSELF!

This is not a game. Most of us are quitters a few of us are cavers. Fight Fight Fight.
War is not easy but you never go to war to lose. STAY QUIT.

If you have caved but will quit for good, come back. It is a hard pill to swallow but it is good for you. But when you quit, you quit. End of story and no going back.

I know this is already long but I stole from Patton and changed some words.

'army'

Quitters love to fight, traditionally. All real quitters love the sting and clash of battle. You are here today for your own self respect, because you would not want to be anywhere else. You are here because you are real men and all real men like to fight.

Quitters love a winner.  Quitters will not tolerate a loser.   Quitters despise cavers.  Quitters play to win all of the time. I wouldn't give a hoot in hell for a man who caved and laughed. The very idea of losing is hateful to a quitter.

Battle is the most magnificent competition in which a human being can indulge. It brings out all that is best and it removes all that is base.  Quitters pride themselves on being Quit Men and they ARE Quit Men. Remember that the enemy is not invincible; quite the opposite.

All through your KTC careers, you men have bitched about what you call posting roll. That, like everything else in this KTC, has a definite purpose. That purpose is alertness. Alertness must be bred into every soldier. I don't give a fuck for a man who's not always on his toes.  A man must be alert at all times if he expects to stay quit. If you're not alert, sometime, a tobacco chewing  son-of-an-asshole-bitch is going to sneak up behind you and beat you to death with a sockful of shit!"

The Army of KTC is a team.  It lives, sleeps, eats, and fights as a team. This individual heroic stuff is pure horse shit. No one quitter can out quit another if they always stay quit.  It is a team effort to stay quit.   

"KTC men don't surrender.  All of the real heroes are not storybook fighters, either. Every single man in this KTC Army plays a vital role. Don't ever let up. Don't ever think that your job is unimportant. Every man has a job to do and he must do it. Every man is a vital link in the great chain. What if every 20 day quit soldier suddenly decided that he didn't like the feel of the funk or wondered if he was ever going to take a shit again, turned yellow, and dumped a cat shit of poison in his lip? The cowardly bastard could say, "Hell, they won't miss me, just one man in Hundreds".

But, what if every man thought that way? Where in the hell would we be now? What would our loved ones, or even the world, be like? No, Goddamnit, quitters don't think like that. Every man does his job. Every man serves the whole. Every department, every unit, is important in the vast scheme of this war.  From the newbie that just joined today to the oldest son of a bitch vet...WE ARE ONE! 

"Each man must not think only of himself, but also of his buddy fighting beside him. We don't want yellow cowards in this KTC Army. They should be killed off like rats. If not, they will breed more cavers. The brave men will breed more brave men.
 
We'll win this war, but we'll win it only by fighting and by showing the Nicontine’s that we've got more guts than they have; or ever will have.  War is a bloody, killing business. You've got to spill their blood, or they will spill yours.  Quit or Cave.  If one of your men who has be standing by your side and in the heat of battle falls victim to nicotine…You’ll know what to do.
   
We are quitting constantly and we are not interested in holding onto anything, except the enemy's balls. We are going to twist his balls and kick the living shit out of him all of the time. Our basic plan of operation is to advance and to keep on advancing regardless of whether we have to go over, under, or through the enemy. We are going to go through him like crap through a goose; like shit through a tin horn!"

"From time to time there will be some complaints that we are pushing our people too hard. I don't give a good Goddamn about such complaints. I believe in the old and sound rule that an ounce of sweat will save a gallon of blood. The harder WE push, the more we kill the use of Nicotine. The more Tobacco we kill, the fewer of our men will be killed. Quitting means fewer casualties. I want you all to remember that."

Hopefully many years from now, there is one great thing that you men will all be able to say as you take your last breath.  “I have fought a good fight, I have stayed quit and I was free the remainder of my days;  I won the war! “

Ahh, I feel much better! See Ya!

Your posts are inspiring, Keep em coming!!!!

[raiderx]

'worship' 'worship' 'worship' 'worship'

[Grizzly25]

Any sympathizers of Tobacco or Cavers.  Move along and don't read

All Right, had a great weekend of quit.  Didn't make too many public comments, just sat back and would read here and there over the weekend. 

Here are my Days wrapped up in one cute package

Day 51 to Day 54

Still quit very little cravings and losing the weight I gained.  Looking at some comments, this is my take......

Everyone of us counts.  Everyone that makes the promise to quit matters.  However, I have watched too many (one is too many in my book)  people who cross the line and cave.  It seems like they have the attitude that they can shrug it off.  Its like they think "we'll get 'em next time champ." mentality. 

Newsflash - You aren't in little league.  This is an addiction and you are at war. 

I hate everything tobacco related. I may crave but it has come to a point that if tobacco was a person, I would kill the motherfucker to save lives.  I can't stomach the fact that people join KTC and act like their world just took at turn for the worse????  WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?  You just chose to live free.  Get your fucking head checked you sorry ass coward!!!! 

I was pissing vinegar this weekend.  Everything was irritating.  My wife (Who has already earned a medal of honor in our war) asked me if I was thinking about caving, if this was too much to bare....That was all I needed.  Hell no!  Fuck No!  You have got to be joking!  I don't care what is in my future, I do not want to be a slave anymore.  I may quit every day, but this war ain't over until I die or tobacco dies. 

To the cowards, (Those that cave and laugh or shrug it off, those who cave and post roll like, "it will never happen again"  and then fade away)  Anyone who is offended at my harsh tones.  GO FUCK YOURSELF! 

This is not a game.  Most of us are quitters a few of us are cavers.  Fight Fight Fight. 
War is not easy but you never go to war to lose.  STAY QUIT.

If you have caved but will quit for good, come back.  It is a hard pill to swallow but it is good for you.  But when you quit, you quit.  End of story and no going back.   

I know this is already long but I stole from Patton and changed some words.

  'army' 

Quitters love to fight, traditionally. All real quitters love the sting and clash of battle. You are here today for your own self respect, because you would not want to be anywhere else. You are here because you are real men and all real men like to fight.

Quitters love a winner.  Quitters will not tolerate a loser.   Quitters despise cavers.  Quitters play to win all of the time. I wouldn't give a hoot in hell for a man who caved and laughed. The very idea of losing is hateful to a quitter.

Battle is the most magnificent competition in which a human being can indulge. It brings out all that is best and it removes all that is base.  Quitters pride themselves on being Quit Men and they ARE Quit Men. Remember that the enemy is not invincible; quite the opposite.

All through your KTC careers, you men have bitched about what you call posting roll. That, like everything else in this KTC, has a definite purpose. That purpose is alertness. Alertness must be bred into every soldier. I don't give a fuck for a man who's not always on his toes.  A man must be alert at all times if he expects to stay quit. If you're not alert, sometime, a tobacco chewing  son-of-an-asshole-bitch is going to sneak up behind you and beat you to death with a sockful of shit!"

The Army of KTC is a team.  It lives, sleeps, eats, and fights as a team. This individual heroic stuff is pure horse shit. No one quitter can out quit another if they always stay quit.  It is a team effort to stay quit.   

"KTC men don't surrender.  All of the real heroes are not storybook fighters, either. Every single man in this KTC Army plays a vital role. Don't ever let up. Don't ever think that your job is unimportant. Every man has a job to do and he must do it. Every man is a vital link in the great chain. What if every 20 day quit soldier suddenly decided that he didn't like the feel of the funk or wondered if he was ever going to take a shit again, turned yellow, and dumped a cat shit of poison in his lip? The cowardly bastard could say, "Hell, they won't miss me, just one man in Hundreds".

But, what if every man thought that way? Where in the hell would we be now? What would our loved ones, or even the world, be like? No, Goddamnit, quitters don't think like that. Every man does his job. Every man serves the whole. Every department, every unit, is important in the vast scheme of this war.  From the newbie that just joined today to the oldest son of a bitch vet...WE ARE ONE! 

"Each man must not think only of himself, but also of his buddy fighting beside him. We don't want yellow cowards in this KTC Army. They should be killed off like rats. If not, they will breed more cavers. The brave men will breed more brave men.
 
We'll win this war, but we'll win it only by fighting and by showing the Nicontine’s that we've got more guts than they have; or ever will have.  War is a bloody, killing business. You've got to spill their blood, or they will spill yours.  Quit or Cave.  If one of your men who has be standing by your side and in the heat of battle falls victim to nicotine…You’ll know what to do.
   
We are quitting constantly and we are not interested in holding onto anything, except the enemy's balls. We are going to twist his balls and kick the living shit out of him all of the time. Our basic plan of operation is to advance and to keep on advancing regardless of whether we have to go over, under, or through the enemy. We are going to go through him like crap through a goose; like shit through a tin horn!"

"From time to time there will be some complaints that we are pushing our people too hard. I don't give a good Goddamn about such complaints. I believe in the old and sound rule that an ounce of sweat will save a gallon of blood. The harder WE push, the more we kill the use of Nicotine. The more Tobacco we kill, the fewer of our men will be killed. Quitting means fewer casualties. I want you all to remember that."

Hopefully many years from now, there is one great thing that you men will all be able to say as you take your last breath.  “I have fought a good fight, I have stayed quit and I was free the remainder of my days;  I won the war! “

Ahh, I feel much better! See Ya!

You are impressive. Hit it out of the park no little league for you.

Great and inspiring read again! 'clap' 'clap'

[Wt57]

Any sympathizers of Tobacco or Cavers. Move along and don't read

All Right, had a great weekend of quit. Didn't make too many public comments, just sat back and would read here and there over the weekend.

Here are my Days wrapped up in one cute package

Day 51 to Day 54

Still quit very little cravings and losing the weight I gained. Looking at some comments, this is my take......

Everyone of us counts. Everyone that makes the promise to quit matters. However, I have watched too many (one is too many in my book) people who cross the line and cave. It seems like they have the attitude that they can shrug it off. Its like they think "we'll get 'em next time champ." mentality.

Newsflash - You aren't in little league. This is an addiction and you are at war.

I hate everything tobacco related. I may crave but it has come to a point that if tobacco was a person, I would kill the motherfucker to save lives. I can't stomach the fact that people join KTC and act like their world just took at turn for the worse???? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? You just chose to live free. Get your fucking head checked you sorry ass coward!!!!

I was pissing vinegar this weekend. Everything was irritating. My wife (Who has already earned a medal of honor in our war) asked me if I was thinking about caving, if this was too much to bare....That was all I needed. Hell no! Fuck No! You have got to be joking! I don't care what is in my future, I do not want to be a slave anymore. I may quit every day, but this war ain't over until I die or tobacco dies.

To the cowards, (Those that cave and laugh or shrug it off, those who cave and post roll like, "it will never happen again" and then fade away) Anyone who is offended at my harsh tones. GO FUCK YOURSELF!

This is not a game. Most of us are quitters a few of us are cavers. Fight Fight Fight.
War is not easy but you never go to war to lose. STAY QUIT.

If you have caved but will quit for good, come back. It is a hard pill to swallow but it is good for you. But when you quit, you quit. End of story and no going back.

I know this is already long but I stole from Patton and changed some words.

'army'

Quitters love to fight, traditionally. All real quitters love the sting and clash of battle. You are here today for your own self respect, because you would not want to be anywhere else. You are here because you are real men and all real men like to fight.

Quitters love a winner.  Quitters will not tolerate a loser.   Quitters despise cavers.  Quitters play to win all of the time. I wouldn't give a hoot in hell for a man who caved and laughed. The very idea of losing is hateful to a quitter.

Battle is the most magnificent competition in which a human being can indulge. It brings out all that is best and it removes all that is base.  Quitters pride themselves on being Quit Men and they ARE Quit Men. Remember that the enemy is not invincible; quite the opposite.

All through your KTC careers, you men have bitched about what you call posting roll. That, like everything else in this KTC, has a definite purpose. That purpose is alertness. Alertness must be bred into every soldier. I don't give a fuck for a man who's not always on his toes.  A man must be alert at all times if he expects to stay quit. If you're not alert, sometime, a tobacco chewing  son-of-an-asshole-bitch is going to sneak up behind you and beat you to death with a sockful of shit!"

The Army of KTC is a team.  It lives, sleeps, eats, and fights as a team. This individual heroic stuff is pure horse shit. No one quitter can out quit another if they always stay quit.  It is a team effort to stay quit.   

"KTC men don't surrender.  All of the real heroes are not storybook fighters, either. Every single man in this KTC Army plays a vital role. Don't ever let up. Don't ever think that your job is unimportant. Every man has a job to do and he must do it. Every man is a vital link in the great chain. What if every 20 day quit soldier suddenly decided that he didn't like the feel of the funk or wondered if he was ever going to take a shit again, turned yellow, and dumped a cat shit of poison in his lip? The cowardly bastard could say, "Hell, they won't miss me, just one man in Hundreds".

But, what if every man thought that way? Where in the hell would we be now? What would our loved ones, or even the world, be like? No, Goddamnit, quitters don't think like that. Every man does his job. Every man serves the whole. Every department, every unit, is important in the vast scheme of this war.  From the newbie that just joined today to the oldest son of a bitch vet...WE ARE ONE! 

"Each man must not think only of himself, but also of his buddy fighting beside him. We don't want yellow cowards in this KTC Army. They should be killed off like rats. If not, they will breed more cavers. The brave men will breed more brave men.
 
We'll win this war, but we'll win it only by fighting and by showing the Nicontine’s that we've got more guts than they have; or ever will have.  War is a bloody, killing business. You've got to spill their blood, or they will spill yours.  Quit or Cave.  If one of your men who has be standing by your side and in the heat of battle falls victim to nicotine…You’ll know what to do.
   
We are quitting constantly and we are not interested in holding onto anything, except the enemy's balls. We are going to twist his balls and kick the living shit out of him all of the time. Our basic plan of operation is to advance and to keep on advancing regardless of whether we have to go over, under, or through the enemy. We are going to go through him like crap through a goose; like shit through a tin horn!"

"From time to time there will be some complaints that we are pushing our people too hard. I don't give a good Goddamn about such complaints. I believe in the old and sound rule that an ounce of sweat will save a gallon of blood. The harder WE push, the more we kill the use of Nicotine. The more Tobacco we kill, the fewer of our men will be killed. Quitting means fewer casualties. I want you all to remember that."

Hopefully many years from now, there is one great thing that you men will all be able to say as you take your last breath.  “I have fought a good fight, I have stayed quit and I was free the remainder of my days;  I won the war! “

Ahh, I feel much better! See Ya!

You are impressive. Hit it out of the park no little league for you.

[Mthomas3824]

Any sympathizers of Tobacco or Cavers. Move along and don't read

All Right, had a great weekend of quit. Didn't make too many public comments, just sat back and would read here and there over the weekend.

Here are my Days wrapped up in one cute package

Day 51 to Day 54

Still quit very little cravings and losing the weight I gained. Looking at some comments, this is my take......

Everyone of us counts. Everyone that makes the promise to quit matters. However, I have watched too many (one is too many in my book) people who cross the line and cave. It seems like they have the attitude that they can shrug it off. Its like they think "we'll get 'em next time champ." mentality.

Newsflash - You aren't in little league. This is an addiction and you are at war.

I hate everything tobacco related. I may crave but it has come to a point that if tobacco was a person, I would kill the motherfucker to save lives. I can't stomach the fact that people join KTC and act like their world just took at turn for the worse???? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? You just chose to live free. Get your fucking head checked you sorry ass coward!!!!

I was pissing vinegar this weekend. Everything was irritating. My wife (Who has already earned a medal of honor in our war) asked me if I was thinking about caving, if this was too much to bare....That was all I needed. Hell no! Fuck No! You have got to be joking! I don't care what is in my future, I do not want to be a slave anymore. I may quit every day, but this war ain't over until I die or tobacco dies.

To the cowards, (Those that cave and laugh or shrug it off, those who cave and post roll like, "it will never happen again" and then fade away) Anyone who is offended at my harsh tones. GO FUCK YOURSELF!

This is not a game. Most of us are quitters a few of us are cavers. Fight Fight Fight.
War is not easy but you never go to war to lose. STAY QUIT.

If you have caved but will quit for good, come back. It is a hard pill to swallow but it is good for you. But when you quit, you quit. End of story and no going back.

I know this is already long but I stole from Patton and changed some words.

'army'

Quitters love to fight, traditionally. All real quitters love the sting and clash of battle. You are here today for your own self respect, because you would not want to be anywhere else. You are here because you are real men and all real men like to fight.

Quitters love a winner.  Quitters will not tolerate a loser.  Quitters despise cavers.  Quitters play to win all of the time. I wouldn't give a hoot in hell for a man who caved and laughed. The very idea of losing is hateful to a quitter.

Battle is the most magnificent competition in which a human being can indulge. It brings out all that is best and it removes all that is base.  Quitters pride themselves on being Quit Men and they ARE Quit Men. Remember that the enemy is not invincible; quite the opposite.

All through your KTC careers, you men have bitched about what you call posting roll. That, like everything else in this KTC, has a definite purpose. That purpose is alertness. Alertness must be bred into every soldier. I don't give a fuck for a man who's not always on his toes.  A man must be alert at all times if he expects to stay quit. If you're not alert, sometime, a tobacco chewing  son-of-an-asshole-bitch is going to sneak up behind you and beat you to death with a sockful of shit!"

The Army of KTC is a team.  It lives, sleeps, eats, and fights as a team. This individual heroic stuff is pure horse shit. No one quitter can out quit another if they always stay quit.  It is a team effort to stay quit.   

"KTC men don't surrender.  All of the real heroes are not storybook fighters, either. Every single man in this KTC Army plays a vital role. Don't ever let up. Don't ever think that your job is unimportant. Every man has a job to do and he must do it. Every man is a vital link in the great chain. What if every 20 day quit soldier suddenly decided that he didn't like the feel of the funk or wondered if he was ever going to take a shit again, turned yellow, and dumped a cat shit of poison in his lip? The cowardly bastard could say, "Hell, they won't miss me, just one man in Hundreds".

But, what if every man thought that way? Where in the hell would we be now? What would our loved ones, or even the world, be like? No, Goddamnit, quitters don't think like that. Every man does his job. Every man serves the whole. Every department, every unit, is important in the vast scheme of this war.  From the newbie that just joined today to the oldest son of a bitch vet...WE ARE ONE! 

"Each man must not think only of himself, but also of his buddy fighting beside him. We don't want yellow cowards in this KTC Army. They should be killed off like rats. If not, they will breed more cavers. The brave men will breed more brave men.
 
We'll win this war, but we'll win it only by fighting and by showing the Nicontine’s that we've got more guts than they have; or ever will have.  War is a bloody, killing business. You've got to spill their blood, or they will spill yours.  Quit or Cave.  If one of your men who has be standing by your side and in the heat of battle falls victim to nicotine…You’ll know what to do.
   
We are quitting constantly and we are not interested in holding onto anything, except the enemy's balls. We are going to twist his balls and kick the living shit out of him all of the time. Our basic plan of operation is to advance and to keep on advancing regardless of whether we have to go over, under, or through the enemy. We are going to go through him like crap through a goose; like shit through a tin horn!"

"From time to time there will be some complaints that we are pushing our people too hard. I don't give a good Goddamn about such complaints. I believe in the old and sound rule that an ounce of sweat will save a gallon of blood. The harder WE push, the more we kill the use of Nicotine. The more Tobacco we kill, the fewer of our men will be killed. Quitting means fewer casualties. I want you all to remember that."

Hopefully many years from now, there is one great thing that you men will all be able to say as you take your last breath.  “I have fought a good fight, I have stayed quit and I was free the remainder of my days;  I won the war! “

Ahh, I feel much better! See Ya!

[Souliman]

Day 50

It is so amazing to me that I recover from battles quickly.  I feel great.  Many well wishes for making it 50 days.  I like the attention and celebration.  I hope it is shared.  I stay focused and quit but there is a cast of friends on kTC that went to battle with me. 

I feel lucky.  The air is fresh, I am free and I embraced the suck.  Today was a good milestone to look back.  I am happy.  Improving and progressing is when Im the most happy. 

I realized that I will never be cured of my addiction but I cherish a never ending journey of quit.

My a ha moment today....No nicotine buzz ever felt as good as I do today.  I'm nic free and it is greater and more refreshing to not be bound and tied to addiction. 

Quitting the KTC way really is a blast.  Maybe because I am on a 50 day undefeated record with nicotine.  Winning is difficult, but it is worth the work and I've got quit spirit! 

I'll close my thoughts today and direct it to the loser, narcissist weed. 

Hey little nic,  SCOREBOARD!. 50 and 0 motherfucker!

Proud to be quit with you. We are definitely on our way. QLF everyday

Great stuff brother 50 more to go!!!

QLF!!!!

Half a HOF !! Nicely done...

See you tomorrow

Nice work bro. Way to bring throw bricks at the nic bitch daily.

[Greg5280]

Day 50

It is so amazing to me that I recover from battles quickly.  I feel great.  Many well wishes for making it 50 days.  I like the attention and celebration.  I hope it is shared.  I stay focused and quit but there is a cast of friends on kTC that went to battle with me. 

I feel lucky.  The air is fresh, I am free and I embraced the suck.  Today was a good milestone to look back.  I am happy.  Improving and progressing is when Im the most happy. 

I realized that I will never be cured of my addiction but I cherish a never ending journey of quit.

My a ha moment today....No nicotine buzz ever felt as good as I do today.  I'm nic free and it is greater and more refreshing to not be bound and tied to addiction. 

Quitting the KTC way really is a blast.  Maybe because I am on a 50 day undefeated record with nicotine.  Winning is difficult, but it is worth the work and I've got quit spirit! 

I'll close my thoughts today and direct it to the loser, narcissist weed. 

Hey little nic,  SCOREBOARD!. 50 and 0 motherfucker!

Proud to be quit with you. We are definitely on our way. QLF everyday

Great stuff brother 50 more to go!!!

QLF!!!!

Half a HOF !! Nicely done...

See you tomorrow

[Grizzly25]

Day 50

It is so amazing to me that I recover from battles quickly.  I feel great.  Many well wishes for making it 50 days.  I like the attention and celebration.  I hope it is shared.  I stay focused and quit but there is a cast of friends on kTC that went to battle with me. 

I feel lucky.  The air is fresh, I am free and I embraced the suck.  Today was a good milestone to look back.  I am happy.  Improving and progressing is when Im the most happy. 

I realized that I will never be cured of my addiction but I cherish a never ending journey of quit.

My a ha moment today....No nicotine buzz ever felt as good as I do today.  I'm nic free and it is greater and more refreshing to not be bound and tied to addiction. 

Quitting the KTC way really is a blast.  Maybe because I am on a 50 day undefeated record with nicotine.  Winning is difficult, but it is worth the work and I've got quit spirit! 

I'll close my thoughts today and direct it to the loser, narcissist weed. 

Hey little nic,  SCOREBOARD!. 50 and 0 motherfucker!

Proud to be quit with you. We are definitely on our way. QLF everyday

Great stuff brother 50 more to go!!!

QLF!!!!

[Suck-It]

Day 50

It is so amazing to me that I recover from battles quickly. I feel great. Many well wishes for making it 50 days. I like the attention and celebration. I hope it is shared. I stay focused and quit but there is a cast of friends on kTC that went to battle with me.

I feel lucky. The air is fresh, I am free and I embraced the suck. Today was a good milestone to look back. I am happy. Improving and progressing is when Im the most happy.

I realized that I will never be cured of my addiction but I cherish a never ending journey of quit.

My a ha moment today....No nicotine buzz ever felt as good as I do today. I'm nic free and it is greater and more refreshing to not be bound and tied to addiction.

Quitting the KTC way really is a blast. Maybe because I am on a 50 day undefeated record with nicotine. Winning is difficult, but it is worth the work and I've got quit spirit!

I'll close my thoughts today and direct it to the loser, narcissist weed.

Hey little nic, SCOREBOARD!. 50 and 0 motherfucker!

Proud to be quit with you. We are definitely on our way. QLF everyday

[dgonseaux]

Winning is difficult, but it is worth the work and I've got quit spirit!

Worth the Pain GREAT song. Check it out. It speaks exactly to what you just said.

[Mthomas3824]

Day 50

It is so amazing to me that I recover from battles quickly. I feel great. Many well wishes for making it 50 days. I like the attention and celebration. I hope it is shared. I stay focused and quit but there is a cast of friends on kTC that went to battle with me.

I feel lucky. The air is fresh, I am free and I embraced the suck. Today was a good milestone to look back. I am happy. Improving and progressing is when Im the most happy.

I realized that I will never be cured of my addiction but I cherish a never ending journey of quit.

My a ha moment today....No nicotine buzz ever felt as good as I do today. I'm nic free and it is greater and more refreshing to not be bound and tied to addiction.

Quitting the KTC way really is a blast. Maybe because I am on a 50 day undefeated record with nicotine. Winning is difficult, but it is worth the work and I've got quit spirit!

I'll close my thoughts today and direct it to the loser, narcissist weed.

Hey little nic, SCOREBOARD!. 50 and 0 motherfucker!

[Wt57]

You suck. Any one of us would have paid $100 for that banjo. I feel betrayed. You have a fiddle to match the banjo? I'd be interested. KTC needs a classified section, but then I'd be afraid of it getting gheyed up.

'crackup'

The classifieds would have crazy categories like tranny's and sheep! WT would sell his sheep. Hell he would probably include the Velcro gloves.

I ain't sellin the sheep she is only for rent!! Get your own gloves, I do promise she won't talk.

[Mthomas3824]

You suck. Any one of us would have paid $100 for that banjo. I feel betrayed. You have a fiddle to match the banjo? I'd be interested. KTC needs a classified section, but then I'd be afraid of it getting gheyed up.

'crackup'

The classifieds would have crazy categories like tranny's and sheep! WT would sell his sheep. Hell he would probably include the Velcro gloves.

[Suck-It]

Great post and once again, proud to be quit with you. You are a bad ass quitter and you write pretty good too. Thanks for sharing - you are right, how can we feel so sorry for ourselves when there are so many less fortunate people in this world. A humble reminder that when life feels unfair and when quitting gets a little tough, to think about those who are less fortunate than we are - those whose days are truly numbered, or the parents who have lost a child - life could be a whole lot worse than this stupid addiction we are quitting.

Your posts are always full of great words and messages - this is what I took from this one. We are forunate, God has truly blessed us, and it's time to suck it up and quit feeling sorry for ourselves when the nic bitch is making life a little tough. Quit Like Fuck - I will enjoy the suck because I caused it - now I will defeat it.

I am truly sorry to hear about your job - I pray for you and your family that everything works out for the good.

Thank you for sharing - as always, very motivating.