So here is the question of the day......was yesterday established as some sort of national holiday entitled, "Everyone put a big fatty in so I can see them" day?Â
I paid a visit to one of my former customers with one of my sales guys (he's 9 days quit by the way) yeaterday afternoon. I guess when I was "one of them" I never really noticed the number of people that threw the shit in their lips. Every office, cubicle, hell even on the warehouse floor, they all had a fatty in their lip. Spitting in bottles, garbage cans, the floor just flat out spitting every where I turned. I thought I might lose it! Here I am 23, now 24 days into my quit walking around with a guy who is 9 days quit and that little nic bitch is just throwing everything she had at us.
When we got back to the car and sat down we looked at each other as it to say, "are you fucking kidding me?"Â We purposely took a longer route back to the office to avoid gas stations along the way.Â
Then to make matters worse, I am headed out to another meeting, solo this time, and I look over at a traffic light to see this fat ass sitting in his beat up conversion van that should have been set on fire in the name of public safety years ago. He looks over at me about the same time he is spitting, I mean a fucking giant sized wad of spit, into a cup that looks like it had been a favorite spitter since the day he picked up the van from the junk yard. I swear he smiled as he did it! I think I might have chewed at least 20 tooth picks on the way home last night.Â
Anyone know the stock symbol for any Tooth pick manufacturers? Might want to purchase some stock...heard their sales might be headed North.
This was by far the greatest temptation I have had in my 24 days of quit....she didn't get me though she tried liked hell to suck me back in to her little world of bull shit!
That was fucking bull shit..... 'B.S.'
As I said Stretch, there will be a time when you will look at those people and instead of saying, "wtf, why is God testing me" or "wtf, why can those guys do it if i can't", etc, you will look at all of them and say, "ha ha, suckers". It won't even bother you.
Trust me dude, it sounds righteous, I know.
I remember a bunch of years ago, I was in one of my short lived quits. Was watching Monday Night Football. Warren Sapp was hurt on the sidelines, with a big fat dip in his mouth. I said fuck it, drove right to the store and bought a tin.
They probably happened 10-20 other times in all my failed attempted quits. Everytime I saw someone doing it, I felt sorry myself and went right back to it.
You get fucking mad. You drive to avoid gas stations. You yell at people, etc.
But I am telling you, it WILL ALL CHANGE.
Trust me. I was a fucking fiend. 2 tins a day. If i can be in this state of mind you can to.
Now I just laugh at people. and I am only 30 or so days ahead of you, so it's not like you have to wait years.
Keep goingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg