Welcome to the suck. It is the best pain in the world...the feeling of recovery. Find your quit group (march 2010), post roll everyday and repeat. Don't worry about forever, just promise each day to stay nic free. Then keep your word.
If you want to quit bad enough, you will. You are in control now. "yesterday + 1" is your new motto. You've taken the first step, we're here to help you with the rest. Don't let us down...we're counting on you!!!