Well I fucked up. That didnÂ’t take long.
So basically we took my son to get a haircut. He screamed for about an hour straight. Went to two places to get breakfast. Both grills broke, because of course. Got in a fight with my wife. Made my 3 year old daughter sad. Figured fuck it who care if something happens to me, had a dip. Read the roll call thing and tried to figure it out. Saw my post was deleted. The grizzly straight tasted absolutely disgusting and chalky more than normal. It really is gross. So if thatÂ’s any consolation. I did throw it out. Back to square one. So I failed.
My tooth on the left side of my mouth is extra exposed- the gum line is far down receded. I am hoping (I think) thatÂ’s what the strange pain is from that led me here. I do think thatÂ’s why IÂ’m gonna stay quit. ItÂ’s not a front tooth. ItÂ’s the bottom tooth before mollars start. G
Go get your ass on roll, and quit fuckin around.
I did man, and it was deleted.
Dude what the everloving fuck? I saw that you made a post making a promise in the September group at around 8:30am and then this?! Your post not getting picked up doesn't negate that promise. Not having your name on the board doesn't give you free reign to step back on the word you gave three GD hours ago!
You need to do some serious freaking reflection on if this is really right for you. We don't try around here, this is for real Quit only. If you don't really want that, then you don't need to be here.
Spend some serious thought on whether you really want to be quit and are willing to actually work for it before considering posting here again.
I think itÂ’s for me. I am going to stop
I think itÂ’s for me. I am going to stop
I highlighted the problem. Buddy, if you're going to do this, you've gotta know that when you wake up and post roll, that means you will not fail today. "Think" means that maybe you will, but then again, you could be wrong. You've got to know that you want to quit.
"Stop" also means that you might very well start again. I Stop at a redlight, but I know that it will turn green again in a minute. You need to Quit. Quit means that you don't do it anymore.
The difference between failure and success is the difference between
"I think it's for me. I'm going to stop." and
"I know it's for me. I am Quit."I do know that you CAN do this. I did it and I'm not special. Nicotine withdrawal will not kill you and the only way that you can fail is if you make the decision to fail. Success isn't easy, but it is achievable. Go achieve it today and then repeat that tomorrow.