Come on thumble, the patches and gum are only prolonging the inevitable. Jump in, feet first. You can do this. Take the patch off, don't use it again, and today is your day 1. You don't have to wait til tomorrow.
I saw that you took your name off roll and it's good that you did, but recommit, toss those in the garbage, and quit with us. There's 3 or 4 people on day one or 2 that will be going through the same feelings and crappyness that you will be. You will be a better man for it.
YOU can do this. We were all there ourselves at one time. You aren't any weaker or stronger than the rest of us.