I'm putting this out there now so I can't use it as a cop out later. Don't get me wrong, this transition from a hard charging, fast boat driving BMC, to a med retired, half-broke dick, beard starting, long hair maybe growing, soon to be college student is hard, but I think it's a blessing for my quit.
I'm not around many things that were automatic lip loaders, well besides waking up, drinking coffee and breathing, but at least not all the other things. I'm not around my whole damn crew of nic addicts to rub it in my face constantly threatening my quit without even having to go to a damn store.
So I'm putting it out there. Maybe my back is hurting, my hip is locked up, my foot is on fire, my PTSD demons are extra wicked, I hate my professors, I hate my fellow students, this fucking transition sucks ass so fuck the quit, I need that shit, whatever other bullshit I'm thinking, it's easier doing it now with momentum of my Quit and all the other shit is just an out.
Don't be a pussy Tom and Quit for just 1 more day.