After numerous failed/half hearted attempts at quitting, I have finally set my heart and mind to getting rid of this life destroying addiction. I have been smoking/dipping for a good 10+ years. Each time I tried to quit, I failed. Looking back at each of those times that I failed, I did learn a few lessons. Unfortunately, the addiction ruled and those hard learned lessons were never put to any use.
I am from India and recently I got an opportunity to visit the USA. This visit was for the purpose of meeting our client. This trip is what made me realize that I couldn't lie to myself any longer. This addiction had ruined me and I desperately needed to get at war with myself and get rid of the addiction.
I felt ashamed of myself - unhealthy, stained teeth, bloodshot eyes, bad breath, no stamina, etc, etc, etc. This wasn't the way I ever pictured myself to turn out. I needed to change, and for that, first I needed to beat the addiction.
Three days ago on the 19th of Dec, I finally just stopped, both smoking and dipping. It's been a crazy few days, but I am feeling proud of myself. Came across this website and felt further inspired.