Been posting roll every day, but I have to get better about doing it first thing. I know, WUPP, right? I'll get there. The first few days were easier than I thought. The last 5 not so much. I guess the first 3 days it was novel, but then wow, trigger after trigger: thanksgiving (lots of food), football, long plane ride, late night long drive alone, more football. I realized how much this crap consumed me. Everything I do reminds me of it. I have not allowed myself to step foot inside a store that sells it. Keeping the temptation away. I will again, but not now.
Thank you all for the welcome and the support.