Sick of Living In Fear

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Jlud007

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Quote from: 5amRoadWorkI joined this site a little while backÃ,… At the time, I was excited to quit and posted to roll call for a few daysÃ,… After a while I made the excuse that coming to this site and posting roll every day was a hassle... So I stoppedÃ,… I said to myself "I won't post roll on KTC.com, but I'll still stay chew-freeÃ,…"Ã,… Nope, a couple days later, I found myself in a 7-11 buying Copenhagen Long Cut againÃ,…

This is the mindset of an addictÃ,… I've dealt with multiple addictions in my life, and I've come to realize that when you're addicted, your mind will play tricks on youÃ,…

An addict's mind will think completely illogical in order to get back to feeding the addictionÃ,… No matter how absurd the thought is, the addict's mind will try and find reasoning behind it and try to find a way to justify negative, ass-backwards behaviour in the name of fuelling the addictionÃ,…

I'm ready to quitÃ,… I've had my quit planned out for a while nowÃ,… I've been slowing my addiction down and on Tuesday, July 1st, 2014Ã,… I'm going nic/tobacco freeÃ,…

This is it for meÃ,…

Honestly, it makes no sense that I still use smokeless tobaccoÃ,… I hate doing itÃ,… I feel awful every time I throw in a dip... I constantly think about the damaging affects it has, the potential it has to harm me, etcÃ,… But I still do itÃ,… That's an addiction, I guessÃ,…

I've reached a point where I feel it's time for me to take my life backÃ,… It's time for me to challenge myselfÃ,… To do things that I thought were impossibleÃ,… One of these things is quitting the chewÃ,… I know I can do it, I really believe I can, so I'm going to take this on and do itÃ,… Not only for the health benefits but to prove to myself I can accomplish something no matter how difficult it appears to beÃ,…

Cheers, friendsÃ,… We're all gonna get through this...
Then quit now.

What's so special about July 1st? You're probably in withdrawal anyways right now. Get a leg up and have most of the poison out of your system by the .

Then buckle up. I need 3 answers and need you to be serious. Give Everything or go home.
Dump your stash, answer the 3 questions and quit now.

You can't wean yourself off this garbage. You have to do it cold turkey. It will suck the same way regardless.

How many more times can you say "I will quit tomorrow"? There is no tomorrow. There is only today.
You were a part of April 14 for a short time........so you need to come post with us as well. You would be on day 178  feeling a hell of a lot better than going through the suck again. Dump your Cope L/C  jump back in here....never know if it's the one that saves your life.

Answer the 3 questions.


Mod/Admin - He needs his intro's merged......
Planning to quit is planning to fail, Do or do not.. no trying. How many times have we "planned" to quit on "xyz" day.... do yourself a favor as I can see your are still reading your intro as I am posting.

Dump it all, post your Day 1. Answer the 3 questions with some thought. First though you'll need to look deep inside and decide you really want to "quit" for you. Waiting for Tuesday, whatever day that ends with a y, that's just the nic bitch's way of keeping you hooked for "just one more".

Sack up and quit now or your really just wasting everyone's time.

5amRoadWork

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Quote from: 5amRoadWorkI joined this site a little while backÃ,… At the time, I was excited to quit and posted to roll call for a few daysÃ,… After a while I made the excuse that coming to this site and posting roll every day was a hassle... So I stoppedÃ,… I said to myself "I won't post roll on KTC.com, but I'll still stay chew-freeÃ,…"Ã,… Nope, a couple days later, I found myself in a 7-11 buying Copenhagen Long Cut againÃ,…

This is the mindset of an addictÃ,… I've dealt with multiple addictions in my life, and I've come to realize that when you're addicted, your mind will play tricks on youÃ,…

An addict's mind will think completely illogical in order to get back to feeding the addictionÃ,… No matter how absurd the thought is, the addict's mind will try and find reasoning behind it and try to find a way to justify negative, ass-backwards behaviour in the name of fuelling the addictionÃ,…

I'm ready to quitÃ,… I've had my quit planned out for a while nowÃ,… I've been slowing my addiction down and on Tuesday, July 1st, 2014Ã,… I'm going nic/tobacco freeÃ,…

This is it for meÃ,…

Honestly, it makes no sense that I still use smokeless tobaccoÃ,… I hate doing itÃ,… I feel awful every time I throw in a dip... I constantly think about the damaging affects it has, the potential it has to harm me, etcÃ,… But I still do itÃ,… That's an addiction, I guessÃ,…

I've reached a point where I feel it's time for me to take my life backÃ,… It's time for me to challenge myselfÃ,… To do things that I thought were impossibleÃ,… One of these things is quitting the chewÃ,… I know I can do it, I really believe I can, so I'm going to take this on and do itÃ,… Not only for the health benefits but to prove to myself I can accomplish something no matter how difficult it appears to beÃ,…

Cheers, friendsÃ,… We're all gonna get through this...
Then quit now.

What's so special about July 1st? You're probably in withdrawal anyways right now. Get a leg up and have most of the poison out of your system by the .

Then buckle up. I need 3 answers and need you to be serious. Give Everything or go home.
Dump your stash, answer the 3 questions and quit now.

You can't wean yourself off this garbage. You have to do it cold turkey. It will suck the same way regardless.

How many more times can you say "I will quit tomorrow"? There is no tomorrow. There is only today.
You were a part of April 14 for a short time........so you need to come post with us as well. You would be on day 178  feeling a hell of a lot better than going through the suck again. Dump your Cope L/C  jump back in here....never know if it's the one that saves your life.

Answer the 3 questions.


Mod/Admin - He needs his intro's merged......
I'm not familiar with the 3 questionsÃ,… Can someone post a link? thanks all

Etxaggie

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Quote from: 5amRoadWorkI joined this site a little while backÃ,… At the time, I was excited to quit and posted to roll call for a few daysÃ,… After a while I made the excuse that coming to this site and posting roll every day was a hassle... So I stoppedÃ,… I said to myself "I won't post roll on KTC.com, but I'll still stay chew-freeÃ,…"Ã,… Nope, a couple days later, I found myself in a 7-11 buying Copenhagen Long Cut againÃ,…

This is the mindset of an addictÃ,… I've dealt with multiple addictions in my life, and I've come to realize that when you're addicted, your mind will play tricks on youÃ,…

An addict's mind will think completely illogical in order to get back to feeding the addictionÃ,… No matter how absurd the thought is, the addict's mind will try and find reasoning behind it and try to find a way to justify negative, ass-backwards behaviour in the name of fuelling the addictionÃ,…

I'm ready to quitÃ,… I've had my quit planned out for a while nowÃ,… I've been slowing my addiction down and on Tuesday, July 1st, 2014Ã,… I'm going nic/tobacco freeÃ,…

This is it for meÃ,…

Honestly, it makes no sense that I still use smokeless tobaccoÃ,… I hate doing itÃ,… I feel awful every time I throw in a dip... I constantly think about the damaging affects it has, the potential it has to harm me, etcÃ,… But I still do itÃ,… That's an addiction, I guessÃ,…

I've reached a point where I feel it's time for me to take my life backÃ,… It's time for me to challenge myselfÃ,… To do things that I thought were impossibleÃ,… One of these things is quitting the chewÃ,… I know I can do it, I really believe I can, so I'm going to take this on and do itÃ,… Not only for the health benefits but to prove to myself I can accomplish something no matter how difficult it appears to beÃ,…

Cheers, friendsÃ,… We're all gonna get through this...
Then quit now.

What's so special about July 1st? You're probably in withdrawal anyways right now. Get a leg up and have most of the poison out of your system by the .

Then buckle up. I need 3 answers and need you to be serious. Give Everything or go home.
Dump your stash, answer the 3 questions and quit now.

You can't wean yourself off this garbage. You have to do it cold turkey. It will suck the same way regardless.

How many more times can you say "I will quit tomorrow"? There is no tomorrow. There is only today.
You were a part of April 14 for a short time........so you need to come post with us as well. You would be on day 178  feeling a hell of a lot better than going through the suck again. Dump your Cope L/C  jump back in here....never know if it's the one that saves your life.

Answer the 3 questions.


Mod/Admin - He needs his intro's merged......
Quit 12/31/2013

Derk40

Quote from: wastepanel
Quote from: 5amRoadWorkI joined this site a little while backÃ,… At the time, I was excited to quit and posted to roll call for a few daysÃ,… After a while I made the excuse that coming to this site and posting roll every day was a hassle... So I stoppedÃ,… I said to myself "I won't post roll on KTC.com, but I'll still stay chew-freeÃ,…"Ã,… Nope, a couple days later, I found myself in a 7-11 buying Copenhagen Long Cut againÃ,…

This is the mindset of an addictÃ,… I've dealt with multiple addictions in my life, and I've come to realize that when you're addicted, your mind will play tricks on youÃ,…

An addict's mind will think completely illogical in order to get back to feeding the addictionÃ,… No matter how absurd the thought is, the addict's mind will try and find reasoning behind it and try to find a way to justify negative, ass-backwards behaviour in the name of fuelling the addictionÃ,…

I'm ready to quitÃ,… I've had my quit planned out for a while nowÃ,… I've been slowing my addiction down and on Tuesday, July 1st, 2014Ã,… I'm going nic/tobacco freeÃ,…

This is it for meÃ,…

Honestly, it makes no sense that I still use smokeless tobaccoÃ,… I hate doing itÃ,… I feel awful every time I throw in a dip... I constantly think about the damaging affects it has, the potential it has to harm me, etcÃ,… But I still do itÃ,… That's an addiction, I guessÃ,…

I've reached a point where I feel it's time for me to take my life backÃ,… It's time for me to challenge myselfÃ,… To do things that I thought were impossibleÃ,… One of these things is quitting the chewÃ,… I know I can do it, I really believe I can, so I'm going to take this on and do itÃ,… Not only for the health benefits but to prove to myself I can accomplish something no matter how difficult it appears to beÃ,…

Cheers, friendsÃ,… We're all gonna get through this...
Then quit now.

What's so special about July 1st? You're probably in withdrawal anyways right now. Get a leg up and have most of the poison out of your system by the .

Then buckle up. I need 3 answers and need you to be serious. Give Everything or go home.
Dump your stash, answer the 3 questions and quit now.

You can't wean yourself off this garbage. You have to do it cold turkey. It will suck the same way regardless.

How many more times can you say "I will quit tomorrow"? There is no tomorrow. There is only today.
Quit date: 6/23/2013
HOF Date: 9/30/2013

HOF Speech

wastepanel

Quote from: 5amRoadWorkI joined this site a little while backÃ,… At the time, I was excited to quit and posted to roll call for a few daysÃ,… After a while I made the excuse that coming to this site and posting roll every day was a hassle... So I stoppedÃ,… I said to myself "I won't post roll on KTC.com, but I'll still stay chew-freeÃ,…"Ã,… Nope, a couple days later, I found myself in a 7-11 buying Copenhagen Long Cut againÃ,…

This is the mindset of an addictÃ,… I've dealt with multiple addictions in my life, and I've come to realize that when you're addicted, your mind will play tricks on youÃ,…

An addict's mind will think completely illogical in order to get back to feeding the addictionÃ,… No matter how absurd the thought is, the addict's mind will try and find reasoning behind it and try to find a way to justify negative, ass-backwards behaviour in the name of fuelling the addictionÃ,…

I'm ready to quitÃ,… I've had my quit planned out for a while nowÃ,… I've been slowing my addiction down and on Tuesday, July 1st, 2014Ã,… I'm going nic/tobacco freeÃ,…

This is it for meÃ,…

Honestly, it makes no sense that I still use smokeless tobaccoÃ,… I hate doing itÃ,… I feel awful every time I throw in a dip... I constantly think about the damaging affects it has, the potential it has to harm me, etcÃ,… But I still do itÃ,… That's an addiction, I guessÃ,…

I've reached a point where I feel it's time for me to take my life backÃ,… It's time for me to challenge myselfÃ,… To do things that I thought were impossibleÃ,… One of these things is quitting the chewÃ,… I know I can do it, I really believe I can, so I'm going to take this on and do itÃ,… Not only for the health benefits but to prove to myself I can accomplish something no matter how difficult it appears to beÃ,…

Cheers, friendsÃ,… We're all gonna get through this...
Then quit now.

What's so special about July 1st? You're probably in withdrawal anyways right now. Get a leg up and have most of the poison out of your system by the .

Then buckle up. I need 3 answers and need you to be serious. Give Everything or go home.
In the end I Surrender, I and I alone accept that I have and always will have a Nicotene ADDICTION. It is my choice to quit, but I can't do it alone. I get to go down this path one time, I want to do it right. I recognize that my word, my integrety to you is on the line and is only as good as my actions. Caving is not an option in this plan-Eafman 7/11

I am not cured. I will quit one day at a time. I will continue to do what works. Posting roll everyday. To do otherwise would be foolish on my part. You can do this-Ready 12/11

To overcome your addiction you must comprehend what it means to fail-Razd 3/12

Theres a lot of people that come here, especially vets, that WANT to be reminded that they are addicts.-Tarpon 6/12

Just as a building starts with architectural drawings. Your daily quit begins with a promise.-Scowick 2/13

Here and now, focused on today, minute by minute, whatever it takes, I promise to all my bros and myself not to become a negative stat and stay quit!-krok 1/15

I want everyone to be quit. Even the assholes.-Probe1957 1/18

Ignoring history or erasing history fixes nothing and leads you inevitably down the same path.-69franx 04/30/2021

5amRoadWork

I joined this site a little while backÃ,… At the time, I was excited to quit and posted to roll call for a few daysÃ,… After a while I made the excuse that coming to this site and posting roll every day was a hassle... So I stoppedÃ,… I said to myself "I won't post roll on KTC.com, but I'll still stay chew-freeÃ,…"Ã,… Nope, a couple days later, I found myself in a 7-11 buying Copenhagen Long Cut againÃ,…

This is the mindset of an addictÃ,… I've dealt with multiple addictions in my life, and I've come to realize that when you're addicted, your mind will play tricks on youÃ,…

An addict's mind will think completely illogical in order to get back to feeding the addictionÃ,… No matter how absurd the thought is, the addict's mind will try and find reasoning behind it and try to find a way to justify negative, ass-backwards behaviour in the name of fuelling the addictionÃ,…

I'm ready to quitÃ,… I've had my quit planned out for a while nowÃ,… I've been slowing my addiction down and on Tuesday, July 1st, 2014Ã,… I'm going nic/tobacco freeÃ,…

This is it for meÃ,…

Honestly, it makes no sense that I still use smokeless tobaccoÃ,… I hate doing itÃ,… I feel awful every time I throw in a dip... I constantly think about the damaging affects it has, the potential it has to harm me, etcÃ,… But I still do itÃ,… That's an addiction, I guessÃ,…

I've reached a point where I feel it's time for me to take my life backÃ,… It's time for me to challenge myselfÃ,… To do things that I thought were impossibleÃ,… One of these things is quitting the chewÃ,… I know I can do it, I really believe I can, so I'm going to take this on and do itÃ,… Not only for the health benefits but to prove to myself I can accomplish something no matter how difficult it appears to beÃ,…

Cheers, friendsÃ,… We're all gonna get through this...

Wt57

Quote from: 5amRoadWorkHey guys, thanks a lot.

After checking out the site a bit more, I've figured out that I've been fucking up the whole time.

After the first day, I picked up a pack of Nicorette gum and had been chewing it on and off during cravings since I first joined the site. I now see the mistake I was making.

I'm going to start fresh tomorrow and post roll.

Even though I was still getting the occasionally nic fix, I've noticed the symptoms. I can only imagine what they'll be like I'm doing this free and clean.

Headaches
Lack of sleep
Sore throat
Extreme anxiety
Occasionally my jaw gets sore like I have a bad head cold

It's a beautiful thing.
Thanks for the support.
Your honesty is admirable, keep reading and most importantly post roll!
4/1/2012: Nicotine Quit Date
7/9/12: HOF The Missing Warning Label
TODAY is the day that counts
"Do, or do not, there is no try." Yoda

5amRoadWork

Hey guys, thanks a lot.

After checking out the site a bit more, I've figured out that I've been fucking up the whole time.

After the first day, I picked up a pack of Nicorette gum and had been chewing it on and off during cravings since I first joined the site. I now see the mistake I was making.

I'm going to start fresh tomorrow and post roll.

Even though I was still getting the occasionally nic fix, I've noticed the symptoms. I can only imagine what they'll be like I'm doing this free and clean.

Headaches
Lack of sleep
Sore throat
Extreme anxiety
Occasionally my jaw gets sore like I have a bad head cold

It's a beautiful thing.
Thanks for the support.

Frazzled

Join Us...April groups...the Gods of Hellfire. Do it today.

You will not regret it.
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rickddd

This tells you how to post roll.
index.php?showtopic=50

This is where you will post roll
index.php?showtopic=9259

Posting roll takes 30 seconds once you learn how to do it. You have to make your quit a priority, bro. No excuses.
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USMCray

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Quote from: 5amRoadWorkHey guys, thanks for the responses.

I'm on Day 3. I haven't had time to go through the site and check everything out. I'm not sure what post roll means.

Thx
QuoteI haven't had time
I know this is a busy time of year but honestly, that's addict talk. A way of leaving the door open. If you wanted to find time for a dip you would find lots of time.

WELCOME CENTER will explain everything.
Ol brother!!! Time!?!?!? Shit evry last one of us who's on a dedicated, motivated mission to can the nic bitch.. All we know is to dip, work, eat, dip, fuck, dip and sleep!!! So lets me and u take the dip time we used to use and use it to get on this bad ass KTC!! With the bad ass brothers and read and read til we cry or hate the bitch nic for the day!! Ill quit with ya today brother!!! Ooooorah!!

Wt57

Quote from: 5amRoadWorkHey guys, thanks for the responses.

I'm on Day 3. I haven't had time to go through the site and check everything out. I'm not sure what post roll means.

Thx
QuoteI haven't had time
I know this is a busy time of year but honestly, that's addict talk. A way of leaving the door open. If you wanted to find time for a dip you would find lots of time.

WELCOME CENTER will explain everything.
4/1/2012: Nicotine Quit Date
7/9/12: HOF The Missing Warning Label
TODAY is the day that counts
"Do, or do not, there is no try." Yoda

5amRoadWork

Hey guys, thanks for the responses.

I'm on Day 3. I haven't had time to go through the site and check everything out. I'm not sure what post roll means.

Thx

rickddd

So... are you quit, bro? is today day 1 or 2? I dont see your name on roll. Lets do this! It will never be easier to quit than today, right now.
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Quit Date: 1/6/2013
Hall of Fame: 4/15/2013
COMMA! 10/2/2015

Grizzfall

Quote from: Bean5am - These bad-ass quitters have already told you all you need to know. I've got nothing to add except to congratulate you on making a great choice and to say Welcome, Brother!!!
With Bean on this. You seem to have a good wrap around you own head. This will help in your early quit.
Whats going to be a ton of fun is the later days when the ole nic hussy comes knocking at your window...3am...askiing you to come out for just a quick walk and a gentle kiss. She might say kiss, but you know she wants to get deep inside you...orally.
She cute, hot, and knows you can keep a secret. As you start to climb out that window looking for some reprieve from weeks of abstinance, i want you to look at her knees, just inside the thigh.
You should see a twinkle there. That is the frothy drip of clymidiya ooozeing from her snatch. That is your reward for one swinging time with her.
Make your decision well....next time you think of this bitch.
-grizzfall
-Grizzfall
"This personal torture has a good ending right?"