Last night I had my last dip, and I planned it that way. So far today, I am dip free. I admit, I did a little research before I quit. I tapered down for a few days. Today, I woke up, for the first time in a few years, and did not have a dip.
This isn't the first time I have quit. About 12 years ago, I quit cold turkey. I was dip free for about 8 years! And, then, one night unexpectedly I was out with some friends. A friend of mine had a dip in, and I thought to myself, one dip won't hurt. 4 years later, here I am.
I've been thinking about quitting for some time, and waiting for the right time to do it. Lets be honest, I made excuses not to quit. And, I will be totally upfront, the Tony Gwynn thing scared the piss out of me. Yes, I know it is possible that his cancer was not caused by tobacco. But, I told myself, that's it. I am done spending money on dip, I am done being a slave to this.
So far day #1 has been fine. I've caught myself thinking of dipping often today, but just tried to wrap my mind around something else, and it has worked thus far. I've got a long road ahead, but I'm going to do it.