Solid intros are like bright lights to a moth - we just gravitate to them. Baseball...for a time, was my biggest achilles heal. Certainly not like pro/farm ball, but us city-leaguers like to pretend and like the big leaguers we could dip with the best of them. 573 days later and my hindsight is better than 20/20. If I could look at those other players through the same eyes I do now, I'd see things like: unknowing addiction, dependency, false sense of security, stimulants, gum disease, tooth decay, cancer. All of that, and more, is what I see when I look at a dipper. Maybe next time when you look across the dugout at a fellow player grabbing a fat pinch you'll start to see the same.
Post roll every day - figure out how to do it with your phone since you'll often be on the road. Get some numbers so people can post for you if your in a jam. Post roll (i.e. make that promise) every day at all costs. We're all pulling for you - if we had an inkling of your balls to do this at 22, we'd all be better off.