Last Chance for a Slow Dance take II

[RWM]

Hi I'm benny. This is approximately my forth endeavor into quitting, and thanks to this website, I feel way stronger about my commitment to quitting for MYSELF!

I've wanted to quit so many times but it always ended in regret due to resentment of someone else, frustrations towards my lady friend and band mates, and all of that anxiety that comes with it, but I have made it two months before. This time I know its going to be hard but I can make it.

I play music full time in a touring post-punk band and I'm tired of begging for change and spending my per diem meal money on cope. two of my guys are also into dipping, so this is a good chance because I am home until the end of the month from tour.

The only fear I have is getting complacent from being home and being aggressive towards my girl.

Wish me luck! I appreciate any support and words of wisdom!

'jedisith'

Benny - welcome to the site. Have you dumped the can out? Do you have a plan? There is lots of great info on this site. Start reading and following the advice. I'm a Day 29 quiter of 30 years of kodiak. You can do it, but have a plan and post everyday. Start reading some of the other introductions, find the the prayer and the contract. Remeber if you want to be done, then you can't ever have "1 more dip". As for getting aggressive with the girl, if you feel rage coming on, go out for a run. Don't give into rage, take control find something to do in a positive way. Get seeds and fake stuff and be a quiter! Welcome to the site, now go post and promise for today - I will not chew.

[bennythekid]

Hi I'm benny. This is approximately my forth endeavor into quitting, and thanks to this website, I feel way stronger about my commitment to quitting for MYSELF!

I've wanted to quit so many times but it always ended in regret due to resentment of someone else, frustrations towards my lady friend and band mates, and all of that anxiety that comes with it, but I have made it two months before. This time I know its going to be hard but I can make it.

I play music full time in a touring post-punk band and I'm tired of begging for change and spending my per diem meal money on cope. two of my guys are also into dipping, so this is a good chance because I am home until the end of the month from tour.

The only fear I have is getting complacent from being home and being aggressive towards my girl.

Wish me luck! I appreciate any support and words of wisdom!

'jedisith'