AFA, YOU CAN DO THIS. YOU HAVE ALL THE TOOLS YOU NEED. YOU HAVE TO DECIDE THAT YOU WILL DO THIS.
The attitude that you have when you start any task largely determines whether you are successful. Fix your attitude.
Also, you're not using the word "can" correctly when you say "you don't think you can." Are you kidding me? You don't control your fingers? You can't keep your trap shut? Of course you CAN. You are capable of not doing something. What you mean is you don't "WANT" to do this. Different word...different problem.
If you don't WANT to be quit, you won't. You have to want this more than a drowning man wants air. You have to go whole-hog. You have to fight this fight like it is life or death...because it is.
Nobody can do this for you. Nobody can write you a note. It doesn't matter where you came from, how much money you have, or who your daddy knows. This is about you. This is about singularity of purpose. Say, "I WILL NOT PUT THAT SHIT IN MY BODY TODAY COME HELL OR HIGH WATER." Then, keep your word.
Don't worry about tomorrow, next week, next month, next year, whatever. We'll deal with all of that when it gets here. The only thing that matters is getting through today...this five minutes...nicotine free. Anybody can go one day, right?
Click around in the Quit Groups...not just your own, but a few other months and years. Then think, every bad-ass you see there was once right where you are now...and they're making it...day by day. They made it to where they are because they got the right attitude, they gave their word, and they are fighting like Hell to keep it everyday.
So, do you want it? If yes, great. Post roll, read all you can and repeat. If not, good luck with jaw/tounge removal and feeding tubes. Also, have you told your wife and everyone who loves you that you prefer nicotine over them? You should. Your disfiguring surgeries and eventual death might be easier on them if you explained that you realize addiction will kill you, but that you love Nicotine more than them. Read the Tom and Jenny Kern story if you want a better glimpse of your future if you don't choose to quit. Let me warn you...it is a ton of reality. When Tom's little girl is pleading "Daddy, don't go" at his feet as he passes...and this is happening while Jenny watches helplessly?!!! HOLY SHIT that was powerful stuff!!! Still think you can't do this?
You wouldn't be here if you didn't want to quit. You just have to get your priorities straight. Put being quit up there with breathing and you will find that YOU CAN DO THIS, BROTHA!!! WE QUIT WITH YOU TODAY!!!