Where do I start.....I've been dipping Kodiak for 27 years....holy crap. I spent 11 years in the Marines but now I work in an office as a finance professional. I hide dipping at work because 1. Tobacco free company 2. Unprofessional and 3. I'm embarrassed that I still do this crap. I mean seriously, I turn 43 in 8 days. I think it's time to grow up and stop feeling sorry for myself. I've seen signs for the last month reminding me of quitting but I tried to ignore them. Then today, something made me Google "quitting smokeless tobacco" and BAM, you guys come riding in with shining armor. I want to do this, I want to quit, but I have no idea what the hell I'm so afraid of. I'm literally "afraid". I've quit before....only to start up again due to some "occasion" such as camping, etc. I realize now that this time has to be forever and I need to do it for me....
So....thanks for letting me ramble. Let's do this.
