I'm really nervous about quitting. I'm afraid that my willpower is not strong enough. Every time I try and quit it lasts about 10 min and then the little demon voice inside my head says screw it. Im scared of being miserable. Even though I already am, I scared of being more miserable and shitty to be around. Something has to give because it is running my life and making me a shitty person. I've been addicted to other things and quit , but this can is my last and only friend left, and I'm terrified of how I'm going to get through life without it. Nicotine has been a part of me for 20 years now and over the past couple of years I have succumbed to its intense power and am a full blown slave to it. Please, I need some guidance. :(
