@comalley I hope you go through this introduction from one of your previous attempts and read what some of these bad ass quitters had to say. Traumagnet had some gems I hope you take to heart. Unforunately, he has since passed away but his words ring true now more than ever.
Holy hell, dude.
WTAF?
You signed up in April of 2013.
You would have been in my Junk Free July group had you any balls.
I hit 2,754 days and you’re on your, what, 2nd... 3rd attempt here?
Day 2 or 3?
Again?
How does that feel?
Are you tired of the weight of that constant failure yet?
Yeah, I’m being a tad hardcore but you obviously need a little of that to rub off. In my book you’re a waste of time and don’t belong here buuuut... here you are.
Be better. Do better.
Both caves that you have noted in this intro are blamed on alcohol by you.
Alcohol didn't buy a can
Alcohol didn't pack a can
Alcohol didn't open a can
Alcohol didn't grab a huge pinch of cat turds
Alcohol didn't put that shit in your mouth
You did all these things
You chose to do all these things
You chose to not be Quit
You chose to let life make you a slave again
Life happens: fired from the job, divorce, death in the family, loss of a child, dog dies, etc. Being quit means that none of those events are an excuse to become a slave again.
Being Quit is not just for when things are easy.
Nicotine will try to trick you into thinking it helps with any number of trials or tribulations. When you can admit that you are an addict and that nicotine helps with nothing, maybe then you can find the testicular fortitude to Be Quit.
Make it so number 2