BBQ conversation yesterday:
Al: So...when the baby is born, are you gonna buy cigars for everyone?
Me: Nope
Al: You can have one cigar in November...cantcha?
Me: Not for me
Al: Come on...no big deal...
Me: NO, I CAN NEVER have Nicotine in any form ever again. I am an addict and will always be an addict. Nicotine for me is like alcohol for an alcoholic or heroin for a junkie.
Moment of clarity...thank you KTC community!
P.S. the smoked pulled pork was my best work thus far in my life...maybe it's because I can taste again.