Day 4 is halfway in the books!! Hell Yeah!! Today brings me tremendous......Fear of Razz. U think you know a guy, stand up in his wedding, go on fishing trips together and then BAM.....He is threatening me!! Point taken you short, bald chubby little man!! :D
It is amazing that I can write an entire post on a day. How not being on the Nic slows things down! I can say that I am noticing a lot more today!! Food tastes amazing!! I put in a piece of gum this morning and was like "what an amazing piece of gum!" It tasted like it did when I was a kid!! That is exciting! I also made a stop to Wally world to track down some smokey Mountain that everyone is telling me about. Stood in the TOBACCO line behind two blue hairs. One was an imposter and was only using to lane to get thru faster. But the other....Oh no!! She brought special meaning to the word HICK!! 26 pouches of Redman!! Are you serious?????? I used to go on week long fishing trips when I was a user where there is no stores or radio reception for that matter and only take 6 or seven cans. Where the fuck does she live that her and the old man cant run to the store if they get low!! I almost puked right there! :wacko:
But I digress. Three things came out of my trip to Wally World. 1. I stared the NIC Bitch square in the eye and felt nothing. 2. The thought of Redman made me want to puke. 3. I love Yoga Pants!!! WOOO HOOO!!!! 'boob'
Keep on Quittin you Twitches!!!!
I only caution you this - the highs will be high, and the lows will be low as your body rids itself of the poison you have been giving it.
One day, that gum will taste like asshole, you wouldnt notice a midget screwing a giant in the middle of the road, and you will feel like your memory would be better if you had an advanced case of Alzheimer's.
In fact, you may have weeks like that. The best way I have found to push through them is to do something physical - run or walk, workout, something.
The thought of "just one"
WILL rear its ugly head, and (at least for me) will almost bring you to your knees.
the bitch is sneaky - these will happen as she continues to lose her grip on you. DO NOT GIVE UP! reach out, remember its life and death, and do what you must to push through.
And Razz knows some wrastlers, so be wary of men in spandex. :unsure: