Hello All. A little about myself. I am 40 years old and have been chewing since I was around 14. I have quite one time voluntarily only when I was in Iraq back in 2006. I was so proud of myself and did good for over 6 months. Than I got into Kuwait and because I was bored (That's what I tell myself) I started up again. I have had 2 deployments since then and countless arguments with my wife over the subject over the years. I always told myself I would quit when I was ready. I always had the intention of quitting but always said next week Monday. I don't know how many times I said that. Well tomorrow isn't a Monday and I am quitting. I have my gum and sunflower seeds. I like to drink and I know that is a trigger and I am going to try to quit that (for a bit) so I don't trigger it. I don't want to smoke because I know that is just as bad. I don't know if I will use this site but I will give it an honest try. When lost I will try to read some posts. My life is going good right now, it'd be a shame to fuck it up losing my cheek. I pray to God that I have the strength to do this. Going all in.
Tonight my plan is to watch the rest of Sons of Anarchy, drink some beer, and say goodbye to my can. It will be tough, this I know, but sometimes you just got to kick her in the ass and do it. So here is to the next 72 hours to kicking Nicotine out of my life. Wish me luck!
