You have so many tools at your disposal.
Please don't turn your back on them.
There is no time requirement here at the ktc. Sometimes, a roll post will surfice for the day. Sometimes, you have to fight 30 for post whore status.
The only person that can decide how much time you need to spend here is you. If you are strong, then all is well. However, these posts look like cries for help. They look like you are backing back into a can.
Life can be testing sometimes, but it's up to you to do right by yourself.
A wise man (ok...Monty Python's Flying Circus) stated that the meaning of life is that people should be happy with what they have and stop longing for what they can't have. This longing breaks down their happiness and the perception of their blessed reality. Or, they should wear more hats.
Wear more hats my boy.