Technically tommorrow is first day... Will save the long story, but it is 18 years and counting that I have had been dipping. Closet dipper at his finest. Only about 3 people know I dip and that is what makes it even tougher without this site. Someone who quits smoking gets encouragement etc cause it may be more obvious. Nobody except a few close friends (and you) even know it is a major problem in my life.
So today went the can and tomorrow the hope that it is a means to the end.
Optimistist and hopeful realist....