What happened -
I was out of town towards the end of a bunch of back to back to back
travel weeks and I craved and the went to the store for Just one can ... I don't know why but
Did think at the time -- just one ( dumb ass Me)
Why did it happen /
I let the nic bitch play a game with me and it won / I should have kept post rolling past the 100 Days - I really think that I posted that morning I would not have caved.
What will be different this time - I know this stuff is bad and will continue to post roll beyond the 100 day mark..
Here's what I read
1. I'm a weak addict and I caved
2. I quit posting roll and turned my back on my support group.
3. Not going to justify this one. This answer is unacceptable. Try again, really think about what you are going to do differently. Even better, think about what you didn't do when you caved, that should lead you in the right direction.
really try and process these answers for yourself, might help more than you think