The days seem to be going by a little faster and mood is a little better. Mouth still bothering me went to one DR and got referred to another where i will be going tomorrow.
I finally got to the computer to read pm's from people that sent me messages with their phone numbers. It is greatly appreciated, especially after getting jumped for posting late. Getting jumped doesn't really bother me too much its a good thing, yea at the time i got a little heated but i was going through some small stuff where i couldn't get on the internet till was around WiFi and damn sure don't have the money to keep going over on my bill. I know someone will say well you found the money to always buy snuff... but however in my case no i didn't when the house, boat, electricity, cars, truck, and phone bills came in if all we had was enough to buy food for the table i wouldn't buy snuff, or when we did have a little leftover if my wife needed something that's what id buy.
Does that mean I'm not an addict? FUCK no I know I am an addict if we were low on funds it would be nothing for me to only take two dips that day but leave them in about 4-8 hours at a time. I was a different type of addict i guess you could say snuff didn't come first for the most part but when i did have the money i would practically drown myself in that nasty shit, or when a family member would make a trip to Louisiana, which they did quite often, i would have them buy bulk grizzly red was only $9 a roll in Louisiana.
the only thing i think should be done differently is find out why the person couldn't post early in a sensible manner then go from there. But o well people will be who they are and that's what makes this world so great no body is the same.
Thank you to everyone here.
TY
