Unless it's frowned upon, just using my Introduction as a rolling journal of the journey.
Tough night last night. Wife and I fought, not sure how much of that I contributed to because of current state or just other issues that have built up over time. I know my old me is coming back out and sure that contributes because it is like someone new is there suddenly. Either way, couldn't sleep and 2 year old son made sure that even if I could have, I wasn't going to.
I don't have my wife's inate ability to go to sleep even if upset or fighting, I just lay there mulling it over.
Cravings haven't been as hard as I remembered from last time, but of course, I'm substituting the fake mint chew a lot more up front this time, which leads me to believe it's more oral habit for me than the nic, although I know its both.
One thing I have noticed is the extra stimulant is gone. I have a 30+ mile drive to work each way and already caught myself dozing off more than once each day this week. Definitely a concern, even went heavier on coffee this morning with sugar, and that didn't even help. Obviously my chew was filling that void for when I was running on my usual 5 or less hours of sleep.
Should be a fun day, might put mousepad in front of keyboard so my head bounces off it instead of the desk. :)
Ya'll have agreat quit day.