Ode to my Quit Journey
Quite a few days ago, over a year even,
I made the best decision of my life.
I decided to quit taking an unnecessary risk,
You see I was a at risk of a surgical knife.
That one simple yet hard choice,
Has made my path cross with many others.
They are all just like me yet very different,
We are all addicts with different mothers.
This all started with me finally checking Google,
with a phrase like "quitting smokeless tobacco".
I found a few links, some videos even,
but KTC was the choice for this whacko.
For the first week or so I did the minimum,
Only posting roll and quickly leaving.
Then one day I clicked on "Live Chat",
Instantly the accountability web was weaving.
KTC went from being a website to a real tool,
Something I could count on for days to come.
The first couple of weeks things were hard,
I couldn't think straight, my brain was numb.
Everything was harder, nothing was easy,
Shit was not getting better but worse rather.
My routine tasks also seemed tougher,
Emotions and urges all seemed to gather.
Finally, things started to fade,
The more I read I more I learned.
This addiction really did change my life,
No turning back my boat has burned.
As I kept my eyes looking forward,
We all started to gel and become a team.
We are all in this together yet individual,
As we all swim up this fucking stream.
I hit 100 days and was relieved,
The goal was met I was a quitter.
Came back just as the previous day,
Because this addict is no Splitter.
Although I have been quit for a year,
I know that life but I can't let it end.
After all it is how you react to life,
Not how the experiences you spend.