Thanks for the supportive an encouraging words. As promised, I tossed away my nicotine gum when I got to my gf's house. I had some in my overnight bag but also had more sitting out on her counter. I threw it all away. I cleaned out my bag...or so I thought....well, guess what I found in my bag right after I got out of the shower?!? (lol) Yep, you guessed it...a can of freaking DIP that I had packed away early last week. I obviosly had forotten about it! I calmly opened the can, emptied the remaining contents where they belong (in the toilet, not a mouth), then flushed.
I truly do appreciate everyone's effort and encouragement and hope I can pay it forward to someone else!!