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I just got back from the vet after having my dog put down. He had liver cancer and for the last 8-10 months was living on borrowed time. It spread to his lungs and this morning he was wheezing bloody foam from his nostrils. This dog was also blind. He was almost 13 years old and has had some sort of health problems virtually very step of the way. His name was Shane (after Shane Matthews former UF QB). He was a tough motherfucker and I never expected him to make it 10 months after being diagnosed with advanced liver cancer. He stood by me when my selfish bitch ex wife walked out the door. He was about as good a friend as you could have. He's gone now. So I guess I better go stuff poison in my face right? I mean after all, I had to deal with adversity. (Oh and I STILL get to tell my 6 year old daughter that loves that dog more than anything - except me - that he has gone to doggie heaven. That outta be a real treat. She'll probably cry for hours and nothing I do is bringing her buddy back) So yeah, it's a tough fuckin day. As bad as other stuff I've seen guys get through on this site? Nah..but bad enough. Certainly a lot worse than 99% of the pussy reasons I've seen guys go back to finger banging cans for. My point is this - shitty day + dipping = shittier day. Even if I wanted to dip, I wouldn't even dream of it because I know the truth. 1 problem + dipping = 2 problems - besides I fuckin posted roll today and I honor that shit. This is the attitude EVERY quitter on KTC should have. If you don't, then queen Nikki is right around the corner watching your every move and waiting for you to get mad that your skirt got dirty or your lipstick got smudged. RIP Shane - I'm gonna fucking miss you buddy. I would never dishonor your memory by using it an excuse to poison my face.
