Ditto that same story here. Nice day 1 post, I'm proud to be quit with you today. You talk about switching to dip when you got married, I essentially did the same thing. It was easier to hide from everyone. Welcome to the suck. Stay close to this site, PM me or anyone here anytime if you need anything. There's the LIVE CHAT link in the upper right, go there for some good advice or to vent.